Dark Changes// Creepypasta

Chapter 32

I stayed knelt down in front of Caleb's now dead corpse, everything around me was silent. I just stared at his lifeless eyes, my heart was breaking. I felt the cracks as they appeared. I never realised how much I loved this boy, we never did anything or even kissed before. We were just close.

I sighed pushing all my emotions down and took my knife out and plunged it back into his chest dragging it down and continued to cut. I pushed my hand into his chest and grabbed his heart gently pulling it out. I stared at it for a second, luckily there wasn't too much damaged to it. I pulled my backpack off and took out the bag with Will's heart and put it in the bag making sure I knew which one was which before putting it back in and looking back at the body. I closed his eyes whispering sorry once more before standing up and looking at the three boys in front of me. They were all still, even Toby's ticking seemed to have stopped for a moment. I couldn't help but stare at Hoodie, I don't know why but the cracks that had formed seemed to be slowly healing the more I looked at him. They didn't heal completely but they felt less severe. 

The next couple of minutes went past of us just standing there silently until we heard a scream come from down the hall way. Someone found a body. Toby and Masky were the first to react, "We need to go!" Masky yelled as him and Toby darted out the emergency exit causing a blaring alarm to start. I couldn't move, I didn't want to. Hoodie noticed this and kicked his ass into gear and ran towards me grabbing my hand and dragging me along with him out of the room, I looked back once more at Caleb on the floor. It took a moment but soon my feet started to work again and I ran hand in hand with Hoodie as we ran out the exit and down the stairs following only a few meters behind the others into the wooded area out of sight. After about 10 minutes of running we finally stopped and I dropped down to my hands and knees breathing heavily, not because of the running but because of the weight of the two dead friends I have killed. These were my first kills and I know they won't be the last. Tears threatened to fall but I didn't allow them, I can't look week. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up seeing Toby, his usual attire of goggles and a mask were off and I could see the sad look on his face as he stared at me. I took one more deep breath before standing up. "I know this is a stupid question but are you okay?" Masky asked to only be elbowed in the side by Hoodie who growled slightly at the question. "I-I feel okay..." I said, though I did feel sad I didn't feel like I was going to fall apart which was weird. "Master's ability made it easy to do it." Hoodie said, made sense. 

We walked for a few more minutes until we got to a field and decided to set camp there for the night, we had a long two days of travelling ahead of us. We made a small fire well by we I mean the boys, I had no idea what to do. I sat next to the fire fixated on the flames that raged trying to reach something it couldn't. 

The others left to go get some more wood and sticks from the nearby forest while I stayed put. I ran a frustrated hand through my hair ripping a few hairs out in the process. I felt nothing, why don't I feel anything! I was emotional during the whole thing but now I just couldn't grasp a single emotion, they were just out of reach. Memories were all I had but even then it felt blurred. The only thing that was clear were the cracks in my heart, they were the only pain I felt but even they were dull aches compared to what I should be feeling. My world should be crumbling around me, I should be crying until there were no tears left to cry, I should be in so much pain that I want to end everything, I should be sad. Yet here I was sat still, staring at the fire in front of me with a face void of any emotion or feeling. 

Someone sat next to me and I looked up to see Hoodie, I couldn't help but feel a slight twinge in my heart as I laid my eyes on him. He stayed silent as he looked at the fire in front of us, I wanted him to speak to do anything! We sat for a couple of minutes in silence and anger started to fill inside of me and my heart started to pick up anxiety coursing through me.

I felt a sudden rush of adrenaline get pumped into my veins and without a single word or sign I jumped up and started running. "Jess stop!" I heard Hoodie say behind me as he jumped up and followed me. I have no idea what was going on, I guess the anxiety was too much and my flight response kicked in or something but my body just carried me forward with no word or warning. My heart was pounding. I just kept forcing myself forward, through some trees into the forest. Running. Running. Running. I could hear Hoodie gaining on me. I just kept running. Pushing branches out of the way, darting through bushes and over stumps.

Suddenly a body collided with mine, he caught me. I hit the floor leaves crunching underneath my weight as I fell backwards onto them. Hoodie soon followed landing straight on top of my figure straddling my body, my hands tight within his grip. I instantly was trying to wiggle my way out from under him, smacking, punching, kicking just anything to get out. He didn't say or do anything once more and it angered me so I kept going just trying to get a reaction. Nothing. I managed to rip my arms free from his grasp and slapped him over the face. Nothing. I growled lowly. Without a second thought I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his face to mine crashing our lips together. He froze for a second but then he started to kiss me back hungrily. I gasped at the suddenness of him kissing me and he took this chance to slip his tongue into my mouth fighting for dominance. Our tongues fought both trying to win and I could feel the smirk on his lips, he was winning. I put my hands onto his shoulders, they were relaxed. Big mistake. I used all the force I could muster and flipped us so I was on top pinning him to the ground, it was my turn to smirk and I moved my hands up to his hair. He moved his hands down to my waist and moved my hips back and I grazed over his lower half causing him to grunt slightly and growl deepening the kiss. He slowly sat up, us not once separating, and moved his hands up going slightly under my jumper causing a shiver to be sent up my spine. A small moan escaped my mouth as I buckled my hips back and pushed myself closer to his body the cold air from the air disappearing as heat radiated from both of our bodies.

While we were kissing and in the heat of the moment neither of us noticed a twig snapping to the right of us.

"What the fuck is going on?!"