The darkness is almost overwhelming-thick and cold. Days ago, it would have given me the creeps.
Not today.
I've lost track of how many days I've been locked down here. 5? 6? I don't know. And to be honest, I'm not sure if I want to.
Kaone and I don't talk much. The occasional word to tell each other that we're alive, but that's it. I feel awful about the fact that it's because of my mistakes, she could very well die. How do you apologize for that? You can't. But I can make it right, by trying to get her out of here alive.
The problem being, is that I have no clue how I'm going to do that.
The realization hits me like a tidal wave.
I have nothing.
Everything I've ever done has been apart of a plan. From stealing a cookie, to battling armies-everything fits into place like a jigsaw puzzle. But this time, there is absolutely nothing I can do.I've only ever felt like this twice before. The first time, when I left my everything and accidentally became Lynx. After my mother came and found me when I was 11, I had felt a sense of relief. It was over. But she had told me that I had to stay lost-that I couldn't return to the castle. After she left, I felt completely lost. The second time was when Laura died.
I got through both of those times-surely I can figure something out right?Renewed with determination, I glare at the stifling darkness.
I am busting out of here.As if on cue, I hear footsteps on the stairwell. Good-they must be bringing down food and water. I don't remember the last time I ate anything. What wouldn't I give for a meal at my palace right now.
All of a sudden, I hear commotion-shouts, the clanging of keys, grunts. But unfortunately, a thick blindfold covers my eyes, making it impossible to see at all.
I hear the doors to my cell clang shut, and the shouts getting quiet-distant.Then it's completely silent.
I'm going to get kidnapped, and there's nothing I can do.
"Whoever you are, you better stay away. I'm armed." I growl, using the most menacing voice I can.
I hear a soft chuckle. Then rough hands on my face, pushing the blindfold away from my eyes. I wince at the soft light illuminating the cavern. A candle lies on its side on the far side of my cell. I see Kaone lying motionless against the opposing wall. For the first time, I see the extent of her injuries-dried blood cascading down the side of her head, and one arm is bent at a awkward angle. She looks awful. Then again, I probably don't look like a angel right now either.
I shift my gaze back onto my kidnapper/saviour.
Its Derrin.
A thousand emotions sweep through my body. Relief, anger, excitement, hope, sadness-everything. I'm not sure if I should slap him, or hug him.
Derrin obviously has no such qualms. He wraps his arms around me tightly.After days alone in the dark, with no physical contact from anybody, a hug is the most valuable gift I have received. Knowing somebody else is here for me makes me feel a billion times better.
I break away from the embrace, and study Derrin's face. He has a long cut on the side of his cheekbone, and a small bruise on his temple, but his green eyes are sparkling with life and happiness.
"If my hands were free, then I would slap you. What are you doing?" I ask-my voice raspy.
He shrugs his shoulders nonchalantly.
"I could ask you the same question. That letter? It was a death note! What did you expect me to do?" Derrin asks, his voice a mixture of sadness, annoyance, and something else I can't quite place.
"I'm sorry that I care too much to let you guys die!" I say, frustrated.
Derrin's arms tighten around my waist, where they were resting loosely.
"You promised not to! You have no idea .... When I read that letter......I thought I lost you.." His voice cracks emotionally.
Immediately all of my anger vanishes. I see from Derrin's perspective-the pain, the fear, the anguish.
"I'm sorry." I whisper, staring at the floor. I don't want to look at him and see the hurt I must have caused.
Why can't I ever do anything right!?
I feel a hand under my chin, lifting my face so I'm looking him in the eyes.
"What matters now is that we're both alive. We're here together." He murmurs.
I look at him intently-a wave of happiness rushing through me. He's right. He's here with me.
In a second, his lips are gently brushing against mine, or maybe the other way around. I don't care. Fireworks burst in my chest as I smile into the kiss. It's sounds cheesy, but it-this strange feeling inside of me feels right. I forget about Gai, Artol, my imminent death-everything except for the way I'm feeling right now. The rational part of me says that I'm crazy. That I shouldn't be busy kissing my best friend instead of figuring out how to stay alive.
But for once, I don't care about a stupid plan. I just want this moment to last forever.But obviously it can't. I have to breathe eventually.
I pull away slowly, keeping my eyes closed for a moment longer. When I do open them, Derrin is smiling brightly."I've wanted to do that for a long time." He mutters. I laugh quietly.
"Me too." I murmur.
I find myself slowly leaning in. I feel that strange ecstasy swell in my chest, and can't help but grin in anticipation.
But before I have the chance to kiss him again, guards enter the cell, and throw us away from another. My head hits the wall, and I temporarily black out. When I come to again, Derrin is grinning goofily, as the shackles holding me to the wall, drop to the floor. I stretch my arms, wincing at the sharp pain."How-" I begin to question, but Derrin holds up a shining silver key, laughing.
I roll my eyes, but I'm laughing too. He steps towards me, and hugs me tightly to him once again. I loop my arms around his neck, and rest my forehead on his shoulder.
"I missed you." He says seriously, all traces of laughter gone from his voice.
"So did I." I whisper.
In the silence that follows, I can't but marvel about how lucky I am-having somebody that cares about me so much they are willing to be imprisoned and die for me.
Maybe I'm not a total screw up at everything after all.
A/N
It finally happened!!! To everybody that was as uncomfortable with reading it as I was writing it, well, I'm sorry. But never fear! The fluff chapters are over. Now onto the climax. 😄
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