satellite

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i wish that i had no face.
maybe my body would be more notable,
more willing to be desired.
i know it's not my skin that's turned you away,
but it stings like the clasp on my bag-
carrying the need to be wanted.

i've never felt so emptied.
my insides have come clean,
exposing the core.
what a lonely satellite signal-
a feeling like no other,
turning me pink with envy,
wishing i was never touched-
never forced to because a stool to stand on
so they may find service.

i hope you never touch me again.
not because i don't want you too-
but because i am not worth genuine embrace.

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