sapphic promise

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today i've clothed myself in a floral skirt,
littered with violets.
my chest is bonded by peonies,
begging to not be seen-
but the hues are ruthlessly vibrant.

i am a woman where it counts most.
but the idea of such stains my fingers red,
as if they are raw from braiding my own hair.

i write of flowers as if it never grows old.
i write of love as if i am not forever standing on a bridge,
waiting for it to be lost.
i am a woman because i have chosen to be,
not because she granted me it.

i am a woman when i am with you,
because briefly i am reminded of the raw emotion,
and purity i was gifted upon falling.

i've come to an epilogue- and i wonder if it will transition into the prologue i first made.
stumbling like a fawn,
discovering the femininity in such a jarring and senseless love,
lost to the masculine,
the learning of a new feminine.

i am a woman,
when i know how.
i am a woman,
when you're near,
and i've planted my violets in the ground.

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