Jake
A week passed, and another, but I still couldn't find the strength to get better. Even though I had never meant to cut as deep as I did, it was like my body had just given up. Left me stranded, alone and afraid of my own weakness. Of course my mom was there, supporting me along with my little sister, but that just made me feel even worse, even more of a screw up. Dragging them in and out of hospital every day just to visit me, their complete failure of a family member, only here because of a failed attempt at suicide. He couldn't even kill himself he's so weak. I dont deserve them, amd they certainly don't need this. Maybe I should try again? I don't know. I'm too tired to think and to weak to eat. I have no idea how I'm gonna get my strength up. I'll have to try, and if that doesn't work then I'm obviously not meant to live. I guess I need to ride this out and see how it goes.
Days pass by faster after I give up. All I do is sleep, and when I wake I push crappy hospital food around a plate. After a good amount of sighing the nurses finally get the hint, give me a sad look and take it away and leave me to my own suicidal thoughts. So fun. I can't wait to get out of here, one way or another.
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