Why? Why me? Out of all people in the world. I don't deserve this life. I don't deserve this torture. Why me? Please tell me. Anything. Anything at all for that matter. I don't care anymore. I just want my life back. I want my normal life back. I want my friends back. I want my old self back. But I can't. The past is the past. It's gone and done with. I can't let the past haunt my life anymore. I have to live in the now. The present. If I look to the future, I might as well be paranoid. The future is something so fragile and fickle. If I look to the future I might as well get anxiety right now. The present is where I should be. I should be focused on living my life not reminiscing and fearing small things. I should clear my head and get it back on track. I will NOT let my past haunt me. I will NOT let my future scare me. I WILL take down everything, every object, and every problem I face today. I will NOT let myself get taken advantage of. I promise this to myself - I swear to be the best person I can be and live in the moment.
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Inner Demons
RandomIt's about feelings. It's about our deep inner thoughts that we keep to ourselves. It's thoughts not voiced out loud. Things we think and feel, but never say.
