Crying. Still crying. I don't know why. Are you just sad? But....you don't have anything to be sad about. You smile everyday. You help people be happy. You are like the motivator and adviser.
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Don't you get it? I want to yell, but I can't. I'm stuck crying. Can't express my emotions any other way. I hate when I cry. My voice starts cracking, my throat becomes dry, and my eyes get red. I'm get sad. It's not like I'm just sad. I know there are reasons for my tears. I just don't know them. I'll play it off like I'm fine....just allergies. My tears are a result of allergies I tell them...it's a lie, for sure. They don't know it....but I never/barely get allergies. If only they knew.
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At least it's just allergies and you're not sad. You just have super bad allergies...I think I'm going to get you tissues. And some allergy medicine. You don't want medicine? Okay. I believe that you are telling the truth when you say that the allergies will pass and you'll get better.
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Can you not see the sadness in my eyes? No, I don't want any medication. Ugh.....this little crying thing....I hope I get over it like allergies.
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Why don't you smile then? Why aren't you happy? Allergies go by quickly. You'll be fine by tomorrow.
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I hope so...
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Inner Demons
DiversosIt's about feelings. It's about our deep inner thoughts that we keep to ourselves. It's thoughts not voiced out loud. Things we think and feel, but never say.
