Inner Demons

Hope

Am I cared for? Am I loved? Do I randomly pop into your thoughts sometimes? Do you ever wonder about my feelings. I do. I always think about you. I always think about your preferences before mine. I have always been there for you. But enough of me. No one really cares. That's just how the world works these days. Most people don't care about other people . Most people wouldn't give one care in the world for other people's feelings. We just have to remember that we have to continue. We can't give up. The human race has been on this earth to long for anyone to give up on life. We have to push through the hardest challenges no matter what.....even if that means doing them alone. So when someone nice texts you, they give you hope. They give us hope that not all of us have fallen for the tricks of life. They know we exist in such a small world. Someone who cares......is so rare. But, then, one day they don't text back, and you feel as if you pushed them away. You text once more. If they didn't reply you feel unwanted, not needed, and nonexistent. If they text you back, after the second time, you feel happy. You feel like the whole world has been a "happy factory." The world feels like a place where dreams come true. That one text message can make that day the best day ever. Now the person who sent the text to you might not know this, but if you let them know, it would make their day. It's a win win situation. We made each other's day. We thought of each other. We each made the other one feel special. We gave each other hope. Hope is not to be underestimated. Hope is a great force. It is a motive for many people. We need hope in the world. Without hope, there would be nothing to look forward to or any anticipation of something good, like an A on a test. You didn't expect an A, but you did get an A. It's like getting an ice cream when you were a kid, getting so excited for the treat. The A on the test was hope for more good grades and the ice cream was hope for an awesome day. I know those are small gestures, but they can make anyone's day. It's the small things that matter. Hope is what makes people happy......if something brings our hope down, we get sad.