I-I Love You??

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I want to. I want to tell you I love you. I want to be able to tell you that you mean the world to me. I want you to know that I want to love you. I don't know how to love someone, but I want to. And I want you to be the one I love. I love you......I can finally admit it. I can finally accept that I love you. I've told myself, countless times, that we could never happen. That you will never accept me for loving you. I didn't even accept myself for loving you. I wanted to love you so much. I've finally accepted that I love you, and if you don't love me.....I'll still love you. I shouldn't be jealous or bitter if that happens. I want you to be happy. To see your gorgeous eyes light up when your happy is all I want. Your laugh is like a sweet symphony that I wish I could play on repeat. You're personality has to be the most beautiful thing in the universe. So here I go. I love you. And I mean it. I don't want you to leave, but if you want to, go ahead. If you don't love me don't stick around in my life. If you love me, stay. Please. Show me you love me. Say something. Be there for me when I'm having a bad day. Be my moon and my sun to my earth. Of course I'm grateful to the many stars that you've given me, for I can not forget them. But be my ray of sunshine in times of storms. Be my moon when all I can think of is darkness. Can I count on you? Should I put all my faith in you? Should I love you? I do. It's probably foolish of me to count on, trust, and believe in you. But I do believe. I do have hope for us. Us. The world never seemed so appealing. I will accept any challenges that come our way. I love you and I'm not scared to admit it now.

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