Lost feelings || Hyunlix

𝑳 𝒐 𝒔 𝒕 𝒇 𝒆 𝒆 𝒍 𝒊 𝒏 𝒈 𝒔 ~ 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 3

KIM

I woke up, in a strange room. Why am i saying that Im in Felix's fucking room.

I looked around and saw Minho on the floor, Jeongin on the chair in the corner, and Felix on the bed right beside me.

I then looked at him and smiled. I kissed his forehead before standing up and going downstairs.

I look around and it looked so empty. But so modern at the same time which is weird.

"Seungmin? Are you down here?" Minho whisper-shouted and i looked up the stairs.

"Yeah" i said and he came downstairs.

"Should we cook something?" Minho said and i nodded.

"Yeah sure-" I got interrupted by the doorbell.

I walked to the doorbell and slowly opened the door revealing Chan and Hwang.

I quickly slammed the door and not even a second later they started knocking and i rolled my eyes.

"Who was it anyway?" Minho said and i pointed at the peep hole and he looked and saw.

"Just answer it" Minho said and i rolled my eyes and went to the door.

"The look on my face says i don't fucking want to but Im going to follow you anyways" I said coldly and opened the door.

"Hi. What do you need?" I said with a fake smile and they looked at me weirdly.

"Felix." Chan said and Hyunjin nodded and i looked at Minho.

"Wrong house" I said and closed the door bug Chan just forced it opened.

"Please we need to talk to him" Chan said while begging and I looked at Minho again and they signalled to let them in so i let them in.

I closed the door and went near the stairs.

"Yang! Can you wake up Felix?" I yelled from downstairs and heard a small yes and waited for them.

Jeongin then came down and looked at them then pushed Felix back in the room and closed the door.

"What are they doing here? Hwang you just broke up with Felix yesterday?" Jeongin said and raised his eyebrow.

"Well i just want to talk to him. Sort things out" He said and Jeongin sighed and opened the door.

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Jeongin then opened the door and let Felix walk downstairs until he saw him.

"No." Felix said and ran back upstairs as Jeongin and Hyunjin ran upstairs to follow him.

"No Felix!" Jeongin said as he ran the the room but he was too late as Felix already closed and locked the door.

"Felix they just want to talk." Jeongin said as he knocked on the door various times.

"Yeah please." Hyunjin said and came next to Jeongin. But Jeongin looked at him weirdly.

And as that was happening Felix slowly opened the door a little bit.

"Felix!-" Jeongin said but then got dragged in the room by Felix as he locked the door again and not even a second later there was knocking.

"Lix they just want to talk." Jeongin said calmly and Felix shook his head no.

"I don't wanna talk to him." Tears grew in Felix's eyes as Jeongin hugged him. And as they were near the door Jeongin slowly unlocked the door and Hyunjin came in which surprised both of them.

"Lix i.." Hyunjin said as Felix looked at him with tears. Sniffling.

Jeongin slowly left the room to leave them be but it was just pure silence.

"You can talk now." Felix said muffled as he covered his face in a stuffy. Specifically the one Hyunjin gave him when he one something at a carnival.

Hyunjin was surprised that he still has it. But then proceeded to talk.

"I just wanted to say sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you that bad. But the truth hurts sometimes, but were still friends r-right?" Hyunjin said while trying to look at Felix's face.

Friends. Felix forgot they were still friends, and lifted his head up from the stuffy and threw it at Hyunjin.

"Y-yeah. And im also sorry too. I didn't mean to be that mean i just...didn't know how to express my emotions when you told me you didn't like me anymore." Felix said while trying not to cry again.

"And also, theres the stuffy you gave me. In case you wanted to give that to your boyfriend or something. Sorry my tear stained are on it." Felix said and chuckled while Hyunjin looked at it. He didn't want it. He didn't want to give it to Beomgyu. He didn't Felix to give it to him.

"No you keep it. You know memories of me?" Hyunjin said while trying to give it back to Felix.

"I-i can't. Im sorry. But you can give it to your boyfriend or you can keep it yourself. Memories of me." Felix said while Hyunjin looked at him like he was precious.

"But i wonder where were you when i was at my worst?" Felix whispered.

"Huh?"

"Nothing"

Hyunjin heard what he said. He felt so guilty. And he didn't like that feeling. He wanted to kick its fucking face, so he left.

I hate this chapter.
Im sorry but this chapter is crappy as shit and not only that i am just going with the flow.
Something is wrong with me.
Do you know how fucking lonely i am at school? My best friend is away and my two other friends keep leaving me and i swear yesterday i cried about 3 times but i kept it in which is the worst feeling EVER.
Anyways that my rant byeee