𝓘𝓭𝓸𝓵 𝓢𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵 (ᴛᴡꜱᴛ ᴠᴀʀɪᴏᴜꜱ! x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)

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(Y/N)'s P.O.V

The song starts almost immediately. The crowd wasn't as loud as before but i don't mind. I do want to save my ears the torture as much as possible.

Here we go!

I sing again, both relieved and sad the show will be almost over. I shouldn't have practiced too much, but how could you blame me? I don't want to disappoint anyone, again.

A song about how idols face challenges, starting to wanting to achieve their dreams and become who they always wanted to. Only yet to realize their fame is nothing compared to the love of their own family and friends.

What a nice song. The composer also did very well, and i helped a little too.

Riddle's P.O.V

'FASCINATING!' Suddenly, i had the urge to scream internally. I couldn't deny her voice was definitely off the charts for me.

I didn't know i was smiling so much until Trey pointed it out. I blushed and huffed.

And once again, i would applaud her. Amazing job, (L/N) (Y/N).

(Y/N)'s P.O.V

The song ends. The cheers were almost ear-breaking, and i stood waving at the sea of people before leaving the stage. Having a proud smile on my face.

When the awards part came on, i sat beside some J-Pop Idol Groups and all of them bowed respectfully. A few also asked for some photos together. They were all so sweet!

"Ms. (Y/N), how many awards will you win again this year?" Chisato, a former idol from a group named Pastel Palettes sat beside me and asked. I giggle. "We shall see, definitely."

Time Skip

"Oh my Goodness, well done girl. You won 4 awards this year. I respect you." Chaeyoung once again meets up with me backstage as i get ready to leave. Fans were flooding outside and we had to wait for them to get fewer so we stayed a bit more.

I smiled fondly, flicking her nose. "You did well too. You should have seen me bopping my head so hard to your songs. Now my hair has to be fixed again."

We both laugh. This is all that i ever needed. A good life away from my family...where i can do so much more.

Or...is it?

At The Mansion

I sigh tiredly, my makeup and hair still fixed. I decided to leave it be and just change my clothes.

Changing into a simple (F/C) shirt and a denim skirt i go sit on my bed and relax. "Let's see what's on Twitter this time.." I sigh. It's literally so busy there 24/7.

Opening the app, first things i see are fans talking about the award show.

I watched a clip edit of Pastel Palettes, and more Japanese and Korean Idols. It was all going well until...i came across mine.

smolcupcake: She could have done better, honestly i wanted something more. But i still appreciate her performance.

chisatoisbest: @smolcupcake hush bish, she did so well! Chisato and Aya even praised her so many times for her amazing effort. She totally deserves a million crowns.

smolcupcake: I'm not saying she's bad, it's just my opinion okay? She's cool but could've been more.

koreanshits: Wtf. Ya'll take a reality pill, saying (Y/N) ain't the best idol. (Y/N) IS LIFE! WE LOVE HER 💕💕

Dispatch: Rumours of (Y/N) in a lesbian relationship w/ Choi Tzuyu from TWICE? Click the link to find out more! https://dispatch-idolrumours52681(Y/N)

ihatemustard: Ew, (Y/N) again? Literally over-appreciating her. She's average. Jihyo is queen.

witchgurl: WTF? (Y/N) X TZUYU OMG BITCH NO 🤮

The more i read, the more disgusted i felt. Is this...how people really feel about me? Overworking myself isn't enough effort for anyone? What good would that do me at all?

"Toxic...here..and everywhere." I sighed. Maybe it'll feel less lonely if i do a V-Live. I text my manager and ask.

As Taehyung says yes a few minutes later, i smiled and set my phone up, getting ready.

Turning on the app, once i press the button fans slowly began to flood in quickly. "Hi~" I wave at the camera.

Guess the world isn't how it turned out to be in the end...