Jealousy

After

⚠️ Sex scene⚠️

Ivan walks me to his car with a tight grip on my waist. It's almost painful, but it also feels good like I'm safe from something or someone. He also looks angry. I notice as I start to come down from my high.

He puts me on the passenger side, and goes over to the driver side. As soon as he gets in his hand is on my thigh going down to my knee and squeezing then going back up.

"Are you ok?"

"I've been better, but I'll be better once we go back to your place."

"Did i do something?"

"Yes, but you could have done worse, so I'll be fine. Patrick I'm not mad at you."

"Are you jealous?"

"No"

"You're jealous. Why, because some boys were on me?"

"Maybe."

"Or is it Ander? Since I figure you were able to figure out i personally know him."

"Yes."

"Ivan look at me. Now there is a chance I'm going to forget about this whole conversation, but I can tell you nothing happened between me or anyone. I snorted some cocaine then danced with some guys i barely knew, and then ran into Ander. It's more like Ander pulled me away sat me on the floor of the bathroom splashing me with cold water, but other than that. Oh, he might have flirted with me."

"What, might have.?"

"It doesn't matter because I don't want him. I want you."

"What did he say or tell me what you said."

"I said no."

He looks away from me again

"Ok."

"Ok."

I take Ivan's hand and turn it back towards me. I lean my forehead against his just keeping us there. I figure he'll back up after a second he doesn't, So i start to. He puts his hand on my face pulling us back to where we was. We stayed there for just a second then he kissed me it was mid speed at first, but then as it got more heated it got faster having me running my fingers through his hair. I pulled away.

"I would love to continue this, but umm I want to go back to the house. Ok?"

"Yeah, ok."

He looks slightly disheveled his hair is messy in a hot way though. How he looks makes me want to kiss him harder and go further a lot further. It doesn't help he had this smile then smirk on his face.

I look out my car window and see Ander out of the corner of my eye walking away.

"Did you know Ander was behind me?"

"Maybe."

"Did you just kiss me to tell him I was yours, jealousy, or because you wanted to?"

"First of all you are mine. Aren't you? Second he needs to know where his boundaries. Third of all i always just want to kiss you all the time. You remember when Emmery said you looked fucked?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Cause you do, but you look super hot this way. Your hair messed up, your eyes. God your eyes this mix between blue and green having a slight glaze over them. It all together is just. Mmm makes me want to do things lots of things."