Jealousy

Cornered

As we get out of the car heading in, Ivan grabs my hand. I can feel eyes on us. Looking back, i see Ander looking more at me than Ivan. I just keep walking towards the door.

Meeting up with Mencia and rebe, we walk in. Ander is already a little to close for my comfort. Though he's even more to close to me for Ivan's comfort. As he holds my hand in a death grip. I just rub my thumb against his fingers.

We get seated. I set in between Ivan and Mencia. Rebe sits on the other side of her. Ander on the other side of Rebe. Guzman between Ander and Ivan. We order are food and beer.

I can still feel Anders stare which is slightly annoying. I just turn towards Ivan. One of his hands is on my knee while the other plays with my hand. We just have different conversations while waiting on the food.

He noticed a shift in my mood. That i swore lasted no longer than two seconds, but he saw it. He asked quietly "if I was ok". I just pointed my eyes in Anders direction.

He looked over there quickly. His mood changed for a sec from happy to mad then back again. He didn't seem happy as he was a second ago. It seemed forced, but people who didn't know him well wouldn't know the difference. Ivan looked at me.

"You want me to make you feel better?" He whispered quietly.

"How?" I answered back.

He took the hand that he was playing with, and pressed it to his lips. Kissing my fingers. I'm not going to lie I blushed a little.

"You feel better?" He whispered. My hand still close to his lips.

"Much." I told him.

The waiter came giving us our drinks. Mencia looks at me questioningly.

"What i ask her?"

"Nothing, it's just. Where are you with Ivan? I mean I'm assuming you're something due to the hickeys on your neck."

I'm not going to lie, I forgot that Ivan had marked me all over. Which that made me happy, just thinking back to how i got them. She has this smirk on her face.

"We're boyfriends if you absolutely must know." I tell her in an annoyed joking tone.

"Good, because out of everyone you dated. I like him the best."

I smile at that.

"Thanks."

"Anytime."

I turn back to Ivan who was also smiling.

"Congratulations, Mencia likes you best."

"I know someone else who likes me best too."

"Yeah, who?"

"He's staring right at me."

"I don't know?" I say jokingly.

"Reall you don't. Well I can make sure you remember."

"Ivan. Your making things hard."

He puts his fingers on my face bringing my ear to his lips.

"Good." He whispered then bit my ear. I bit my lip, smiling. He kissed my cheek. We went back to having just random different conversations. The food came out. While we eat, Ivan still has his hand on my knee. Now on my thigh with his thumb rubbing back and forth on my thigh.

Ivan moved his hand up and over to the inside of my thigh. I chocked on my breath for a second. I drink some of my beer. Swallowing hard. He just keeps his hand there. We finish dinner and pay.

"I'm going to the bathroom."

"Ok, I'll be outside."

"Ok."

I use the bathroom and wash my hands. When i hear the door open. Ander walks through. He talks first.

"Hey."

"Hey."

"So, who's the guy?"

"Ivan."

"Ivan."

"Yep."

This conversation is very awkward and tense. I dry my hands. Wanting to leave, but he's at the door. Blocking the handle to leave.

"When did he arrive?"

"The first day back. Do you-"

"Mmm. So he is really knew. He did a real good job of marking you."

I blush a bit. Not really knowing what to say. I just nod.

"Yeah, he did."

Ander starts walking towards me.

"Is he good to you?"

"Ander"

"I mean he's got to be for you to be all over him."

"Ander."

"How about since you did me a favor. Showing me that mine and Omars relationship is toxic. I do the same for you."

He had me against the wall.

"Ander."

"I mean. Don't you remember what we had?"

"Yeah, you using me. It was good sex and all, but I'm happy. Besides you chose Omar. Why, would I ever go back to me being used?"

"I'm sorry I made you feel used. I just needed to leave to see the truth."

"What's the truth?"

"Omar and i just chased each other. We were used to each other that's why I kept going to him. But as time went on while i was away from him. I thought about it and we were toxic to each other."

"What does this have to do with me?"

"You. You made me see that. When me and you met at the bar, and had sex it was the best i ever had. You talked and treated me like a human being. Not like I was somebody who was about to break. You made me feel so many new things "

"I'm glad you figured that out, but incase you haven't noticed. I'm with someone. sooo."

I tried to leave, but he grabbed my hand.

"Oh, come on. You were so much fun the other day. Let's do it again at the bar."

"I'm good."

He goes to my ear.

"Remember what you told me?"

He puts his other hand on my waist.

"It's not cheating if you have clothes on."

He kisses my shoulder. I push him off me.

"Ander. You and me are never going to happen. Ever."

"We'll see about that guapo."

I leave going to meet up with Ivan.

"Are you ok?"

"I'll tell you what happened when we get home. For now just kiss me."

"I've been waiting for you to say that all day."

I laugh. He grabs my face kissing me.