Lethal Taste || Sanzu Haruchiyo

chapter 13 ◊ chains

Every action has consequences, and you can preach for that. Waking up with your body hurting while there's a heavy feeling on your ankles. You opened your eyes and you immediately saw Sanzu Haruchiyo who's currently sitting on the chair on the side of the bed. He is staring at you intently that made you flinch.

"Haruchiyo..." You hesitatingly called for him as you slightly glanced at your ankles. Fear consumed you when you saw your ankles bound with a chain. You maintained your calm demeanour yet your hands are trembling. "Why...Why am I here? Where are we, Haru?" You uttered when you didn't even recognize the room.

You were startled when he suddenly grabbed your jaw, it was tight and painful but you directly stared into his eyes. "Tell me, Haruchiyo." You firmly said and you saw his stare softened. "Don't leave me...No one will do anymore, you're all I want. You are the only one who understands me, doctor." He uttered like a lost child.

You gritted your teeth, hating yourself how you still pity him despite all of this. "Why did you chain me, Haruchiyo? Let me go, I won't run away. I won't leave–"

You were cut off when he covered your lips and looked at you with a glare. "Won't leave? You must be kidding me." Sanzu uttered like he couldn't believe you anymore. It feels like the moment you are away from his sight will make him lose all of his reasons. "You left me after making me like this. I can't let you do that again. I am not kidding when I said I'll cut your legs off, doctor."

Chills ran through your spine, "You don't have any rights to say that to me when you, yourself also drove me crazy. Using me for your own satisfaction. You are no different from Takeomi." You said that made his eyes darkened. "Say that again?" Sanzu replied while he crazily looked at you.

"You are just like your brother. Why are you doing this to me? Do you really want me to completely lose myself? Just how low do you want me to go?" You helplessly said and gripped on your shirt. "Answer me, Haruchiyo...Do you know how dirty I felt when I found out that you are my husband's brother? Do you know how insecure I was that I felt like everyone's gazes were judging me. You ruined me."

Sanzu looked at you with a sad expression, "No...No...this is not what I want. Why are you hurting because of other people? Only I can hurt you." He mumbled before he leaned on your shoulder. "Even all of your emotions... they are supposed to be mine." He sadly uttered while looking at you with a lost gaze.

His expression made your heart tighten and made you grit your teeth, your eyes helplessly looked at him. "Haru... we can't be together. You can't do this. This is just so wrong, please." You uttered, hoping to knock some senses to him.

His eyes directly stared into your orbs, he is seriously looking at you so that you feel like he's reading you. "That's why you'll be locked in here, bien aimee. Here, there are only the two of us, just the two of us. We don't need other people, all you have to do is to stay by my side. The moment you opened yourself up to me, you're already mine."

Sanzu's voice is coated with obsession, it is scary but there is a strange feeling of delight growing in you. Thinking that even though you left him without any word, he still wants you, he still longs for you and he is all over you. You flinched, realizing your own thoughts.

Tears fell from your eyes making him panic, "Y-Y/n, are you okay? Why are you crying?" He softly mumbled and kissed your eyes, licking your tears as he whispered, "Don't cry, please...I brought you here so we can be happy together." Sanzu caressed your hair but you slapped his hand away while you back away.

"What..? What are you doing to me? Why can't I get you out of my head? Haruchiyo... you scare me." You said while looking at him with fear, not that you are scared of him, but more like you're scared that you'll just forget what he did and just accept him. It is wrong but you want him, and you don't like it.