❝You're my poison yet I will not stop craving for your lethal taste. ❞
They said doing things that could kill you could also be blissful, and in yours and his case. It was true. Sanzu Haruchiyo, the man who continues to suppress his tendencies will...
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Losing track of time, you don't know how long you are fucking with Sanzu. It feels long yet also short, only eating energy bars and water to keep the both of you going until the drug loses its effects. "Ahh!" A hoarse moan came out of your lips as you clung on Sanzu shoulders, your nails scratching him.
Both of you look like a mess, his back and even his chest are full of your scratches while your body is filled with his visible bite marks and your cunt is oozing with his cum. "H-Haru...I can't...a-anymore." You weakly uttered as you caught your breath. You weren't able to hear his response anymore because you already lost consciousness.
Sanzu licked his lips while looking at you before he brushed his hair up, "My beloved already passed out leaving me hard." He uttered before pulling out of you, disappointment can be seen in his face seeing his cum leak out of your entrance. "It's a good thing that you don't get pregnant, I can fuck you and cum no matter how much I want it, fill you with my seeds and make you crazy with pleasure." He mumbled.
The look of an obsessive person can be seen in his eyes while staring at you, Sanzu leaned on your face and licked the side of your eyes where your tears could be seen. "Why do you always seem so perfect to me? It's like you're made for me." Sanzu said and his shaft as jack himself off while his face was buried on your neck.
"Y/n...Y/n..." He moaned against your skin and just a few more strokes was enough to make him cum, shooting his seeds on your stomach.
Sanzu caressed your hair and looked at your sleeping face before his lips landed on your forehead. "You're mine, all mine."
『••✎••』
You woke up with your body aching, well you are already used to it but it's more painful right now because the drug already wore off. You turned to your side and you saw someone seated on the side of the bed, your vision is still blurry. You held on to someone's clothes and uttered, "Water...please." You murmured in a low voice.
The person leaned on near your face and uttered, "Are you seducing me, y/n?" You heard a different voice that made you back away and securely wrapped yourself with a blanket. Your body is hurting but you are clean, even the sheets.
"Where's Haruchiyo?" You set his question aside and that made the man chuckle. "You, you're smart and used to manipulation, aren't you? Then why are you blind when it's Sanzu? Relying on him and all, is that some kind of love is blind?" He said while looking into your eyes.
Ran's words are hard to retaliate, more like you don't want to retaliate because you don't fight a losing game and the game of argument about Sanzu? You'll lose without a doubt.
"I don't think the things you are saying are your business, Mr. Haitani." You mumbled and looked away but he was persistent, he grabbed your wrist that made you look at him and leaned on your face.
"Say, do you wanna know a story?" He asked that made your brows furrow, "I am not in any state to listen to a story, tell me where Haruchiyo is?" You said and was abou to shrug him off but he easily pinned your hand on the bed because you are still feeling weak. "Sanzu's out and working." Ran answered before leaning back again.
He put the cigarettes between his lips again and puffed a smoke in the air, "You have a lot of time for my story-telling, just listen and enjoy."
"There is this one woman, she is sophisticated, wealthy and has a happy marriage. She lives a life where most women would envy her, she is also smart but there is this one flaw about her. She caught the eyes of a crazy man." Ran narrated and looked at you, "And that's when her happy life fell apart." He continued.
You remained silent, you had the idea of whom he was talking about but you remained silent. "Do you wanna guess what happened next?" Ran asked while looking at you, you nonchalantly looked at him. "Just continue your useless blabber."
Ran chuckled, "Yes. milady." He answered and puffed a smoke again before continuing, "Her life that she thought she had control of slowly yet surely slipped out of her grasp. It all started with the madman making her infertile, there is really nothing wrong with her, she is healthy and all. But the madman manipulated everything, the pills she used is meant to make her unable to conceive–"
Your hand held on Ran's arms that made him stop from talking, he looked at you and he could feel how your hands were trembling while your eyes held fear. "Why, y/n? Don't want to hear the rest?" Ran asked even though he already knows the answer. You remained silent with your body trembling that put a smile on the older Haitani's lips.
"I can take your silence as a yes, right?" He said and you just gritted your teeth.
"That started everything, her marriage fell apart but the worst part is the madman played a major part in it. Not only did he make her infertile but he also paid someone to seduce the woman's husband. Every misery and happiness that happened in her life was played by that man." Ran cupped your chin and looked deep into your eyes.
"And now, here she is. Chained and locked up because she still ran away after everything." The words of confirmation made you pale, your body is trembling from mixed emotions that you are feeling. A satisfied smile formed on Ran's lips when he saw tears falling from your eyes. "Ah, finally. You showed emotion."
He leaned in and licked your tears that shocked you, you immediately pushed him away. "You're crazy...You're all crazy! You are just making shits up!" You lashed out and yelled at him.
"You bet?" Ran answered, your hand raised and slapped him. "Out, get the fuck out!" You screamed at him and Ran just licked his own lips, where blood can be seen because of how hard you slapped him. "You should be thankful instead, y/n. Loving your own poison? You are one messed up psychiatrist." He said before going out.
Painful sobs came out of your lips, "Just where...where did everything go wrong? Why me? Why is this happening to me?!" Your hand clenched into fist as you cried. You looked at your chained ankles, it's back. You are now his prisoner, after plotting your life, making you rely on him, Sanzu Haruchiyo did a good job.
He did a good job because no matter how miserable you are now, your mind is thinking, I should just stay with him, everything will be fine...everything. Agonizing cries escaped your lips, "You ruined me...You made me into someone I don't want to...but despite your cruelness, why do I want to see you?" You uttered to yourself as you bit your lower lip.
Your eyes looked at the nightstand, you saw a glass of water so you unconsciously grabbed it. You rammed it on the edge of the night stand breaking it, your hands were bleeding but you felt numb. You don't know what to feel anymore, you just want to end everything. Holding one shard of glass as you point it on your wrist.
While looking at your own wrist without any emotion painted on your face, you moved to slit your own wrist, stabbing it using the glass first and you were about to slit it when the room of the door opened revealing a huffing Sanzu Haruchiyo. "Doctor, stop that now. Drop the glass, don't hurt yourself. I can't be without you."
"Then die with me."
"Doctor."
"Haruchiyo." You sweetly smiled at him before sweetly uttering his name, "I am happy that I met you..." You mumbled, "But I shouldn't have...Do I really love you or you just made me love you?"
Sanzu approached you and held your hand that was holding onto the glass, "Y/n...give that to me. You can't leave me." His voice was trembling that made you smile. You leaned your forehead against his, "Haruchiyo, let's end this charade." You uttered before forcefully moving away from his grasp and slitting your own wrist.
