Me without you or anyone

Im trapped

I'm trapped in my head ,Alone in my bed with a gun at my head were is our happy ending what about me is this a life worth livening were did my mind go u came 2 me for the the best left me for the worst I'm dieing in side but won't stop trying look In my eyes I'm crying for u but u don't care u look throw me not at me ice in my heart I'm ice cold u can warm me up and save me but u left ,I'm trapped in my head ,Alone in my bed with a gun at my head were is our happy ending what about me is this a life worth livening , I'm Sick in the head ,dead I think someone cut my red trying 2 get my life right I used to be able 2 touch powder and it turned 2 brick but now everything I touch turns 2 sh** why did u leave me here 2 die I can fight but this wall is 10times my strength but my love for you will blow it away , or it will blow me away were are you ,I'm trapped in my head ,Alone in my bed with a gun at my head were is our happy ending what about me is this a life worth livening, please I want to die but couldn't figure out why tell now I kept going for u tell now you gone ooo that picture is see able now /I'm trapped in my head ,I'm trapped in my head ,Alone in my bed with a gun at my head were is our happy ending what about me is this a life worth livening Someone somewhere i'm trapped plz set me free and be with me.