Me without you or anyone

Alone

Lost in my mind I ran out of time can we restart or just continue to drift apart, I hurt but never cry tell the day I lost you, alone oh baby I'm alone I can get mad I can become sad but I know just to be glad I'll never lose hope tell I choke, on defeat and end up having you then do a repeat, I'm told I'm losing but the truth is I'm gaining it was this who I used to be a boy rapping about his pain then go out side and start drinking in the rain haha now I see I really M losing it I'm alone oh baby I'm alone doing stuff I never done just to get over this fear it's just these demons I here just to keep from going insane or am I so insane I can't feel all this pain well god you might want to do something 30mp I see that car coming down the street lest see if I can take a hit, this life is not worth living so let me tell my story... Once agin I'm alone in the dark with a gun at my head begging God to cut my red but I stop and stare I see her name with a picture that says never lose hope I guess not to night I'll fight to make it to the next day praying to whoever is listening alone oh baby I'm alone trying my best to walk how another day with out you I've taken a shot to the chest at this point baby your no good for me but I want better yet I need you and won't stop fighting for you even tho you ain't mine everything I did but for that left made me alone now frozen in time asking you to forgive me for my crime how we get so low why are we moving so slow.. Well time will someday show you may be giving up on me but I'm not giving up on you some day again we will be if I can make it throw this struggle crying every hour is just lifting me higher making me want to fight for what I know is true inless you moved on and left me alone sitting in the dark with a gun at my head can't live alone can't live at all it's about time I fall to my death cuz every time I see the future I lose my breath, it no longer exists trying not to get pissed blood dripping out my mouth I see I can't take a hit it in crushed all my ribs, laying in the middle of the road my hole body ice cold I say I'm free well gone at least no need for hope when your hearts broken last thing I'll write to you I'm alone just alone no one to call my baby no one to call my own no one to say I love you to but even if I pass I'll never let go of hope so alone I think I'm going to explode crawling do this lonely road that no 1 know sad happy angry alone in my bed with a gun at my head now playing Russian roulette with myself but not tell I die cuz this time no 1 will cry...................