Me without you or anyone

my life/things to liz all the loveing 1s/me mad

restless nights, give me enough time to think twice, contemplate about the meaning of life, i believe that every good person holds a demon inside,i don't believe true peace is forever to come/ we're being deceived by master criminal minds/ we puppets on loose strings, dr king had dreams, i had dreams then i awoke to this life of reality.

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He looks in the mirror His face twisted in terror Look what the stress has done To a child only so young He begins to tremble For death he seems to resemble He runs in horror Locks the door, goes to the corner Contemplates and questions If the gun is the answer to the equation He takes out a pen and paper Writes a note to his mother Then a note to his father To his friends, oh why bother He writes and sheds tears For it's too late for anyone to care He takes a moment Asks, "should I go through with it?" He makes up his mind He thinks the world is anything but kind He loads the gun and pulls the trigger Ambulance sirens are heard a few moments later The funeral is a week later And everyone is in regret, wishing they treated him better.

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Baby come back/im lost inside/don't you see we're ment to be/you and me for all eternity/ever since you left me I been so alone/in the shadows just creepin/I think in my mind/its just a dream (no it ain't its the real thing) all this pain running through my veins/driving me insane tearing me apart im never gonna see a bright start/I should just jump in the death cart/hit my life boom boom bulls eye with a death dart/what was once a bright mind/is now dark/all this pain is coming from the heart/crying cuz you left me/you abandoned me/after saying you will never leave me so now i waiting to have the rest of my life with you like you promised me a few weeks ago.

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I've got so many lost visions, Unforgiving in every rotten decision, If you would just listen And let me give you a kiss then Maybe someday you'd remember How it used to be, Now you're used to me And with this heart so tender It's gone and cold....

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when they love you its forever, a small en devour, for when we are together, it's a bond you cant sever, till the day i die, i'll take a bullet before you cry, till the day i'm laid to rest, ill help in every test, but it came to soon, half past, not even noon, sad things like this don't happen, this aint a cartoon, cause i'd rather be shot, by my own platoon, then see your spirit drift up, towards the moon.

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empty plots suicidal thoughts screaming thru my mind like gun shots im just the kid u left out to hang by his lonesome now its all done now im gone son, now its on son cuz im on one just looking thru my mind searching thru my thoughts an dreams but all i see is gruesome scenes an screams thru these lucid dreams i feel the evil grip grabbing me tryin to pull me under its not the rain im afraid of its the lightning and the thunder im drowning in my sorrow need some oxygen to borrow so i can breath now dieing and begging good plz

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Yeah.... As I sit here every night knowing I can't fight this feeling of dishonesty but you promised me that we would never fight again Babe I know I'm insane I know I'm the one to blame but think of the nights that I held you close when I would hold you tight and wipe thoes tears from your beautiful eyes telling you everything will be alright but I guess it was aright I was there every night you needed me.... even the night a few days after you got rid of me i still was there...It's hurts know that you're gone, hurts knowing you're no longer by my side through these dark times, you left me like you had no other choice. I was at home thinking about you while you were chasing all these other boys. Maybe it wasn't destined to last.. but give me the chance and ill make it be

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Last Goodbye, Didn't even have the chance to try, To Apologize, I'm seemingly obsessed with these stupid rhymes, As I try and prevent people from losing lives, Over stupid moves made by girls,now im to angry to cry, I didn't mean to upset you, But I cant forget you, So I set down the future, And focus on the regretful, I cant just crawl over broken promises, Fulfillment is the key to knowing what something is, Why is she oppressed when shes as good as the next, Spent some time trying to remember Nietzsche's guess, I confess maybe I haven't been the best, I try and lesser myself to feel what others attest.

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A perfect rose to care and watch grow Truth being she's but a flake of snow Beautiful, unique with these problems Wish she could stick so we could solve them But she faded before she hit ground The ground to scary to ever be bound With all these roses below she could be,i needs you close to see true beauty and finish liveing the life you gave me

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many nights, I lay awake in a state contemplating my escape all existence erased out of place on the ledge toes over the edge turned around an seen my body laying over the bed in a levitated state how eye fiend, to be free as the moonlight shines bright over the Sea's in the breeze, where i loath winds soothes my soul as i step into my body time to take control.. yes im believing that this world is a dream ha maybe ignored for some imponderable means cause some endorse an force material, with sense cause its seen so many slumber by the river beds streaming in dreams but as im leaning to the right i dissipate to the night ill be illuminating darkness call me Horus with Sprites. every night, my insights, hold the strengths of the Primes i am the few i am the true who's bringing sights to the blind..

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Angel of death who would heaved guessed I'm the best at this Don't even try to diss You cant beat this You just got kissed, by my fist Like it, well here's two more I cause so much f**king gore, your heart is mine and its now tore Your all over the floor Throw you in the ocean, looks like u washed up on shore Stupid wh**e, you want more Then don't you dare follow me when i'm on tour Shoot you in the dome ain't got no home I buy a lot of disposable cell-phones F**k around you'll get shot This f**kin gun is cocked, and now its hot Thought you was a beast, i guess not F**kin shot Yea, i smoke pot, gotta problem Go tell my pet goblin Im soaring high Im way past the sky Im in space You wanna taste Don't be in such a haste S**t is stronger than concrete paste Leave you completely plastered All you f**kin bastards Drive fast? I drive faster Your girl, ill just drive right past her Bow down to your master I aint scared to kill a pastor

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Do i have to walk alone, do any of you people really see whats going on, F**k all the drama back in my home town i cant stand anything anymore my patience is so thin like im taken another hit from my so called friend, racism in my school, ready to end all of them, rage quitting school, haven no job to support my self f**k it, im just another native, ready to live on the streets Holden heat, running from the piggys, im only f**kin 15 and im ready to stop liven with this family.. ..

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I'm gonna smash you,bash you, I'm the demon that comes out at night Yup that's right. Gonna kill you while you sleepin in bed. I'm in your head, Fillin your mind with blood and dread. I created hate, wake up to see you your family disintegrate Tried to save them but it was to late. Once was a Son of god getting all the angel girls Next thing you know I'm the king of the underworld.

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well this is almost every thing i have so no more for a wile or most of summer tell somethings change around here