Me without you or anyone

Life without you

Rain rain go away that's what what all my haters say looking for a day were I can wash our pain away

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Forgive me please. Yet I have made it here make my pain disappear my one and only queen

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Ice cold like winter snow no hope cuz time is moving to slow my hearts cut when you tell me to go , why try why cry why wonder in a lie

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If you can't find the time my bleeding heart will ache for you, Old me is dead and gone New me a living strong I need you I pray every night for you . Just wishing one day you will just give me the time. The time I need is worth a million dimes . Even tho I try to pay . Time only if I had it, time the one thing god won't give back . The only thing I ask from you

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I wake up to the yelling and screaming, the hitting the banging and pleading. To scared to move or run while I listen to him having fun. Head between my knees chanting please the tears spilling from my eyes my ears hearing wretched crimes. To weak to move to weak talk.

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living here but wish I would disappear ,come on in let me hear the truth that lies within my tears, thought you loved me but that was just fear of you never being here tell me why I allowed myself to live a lie , come on fool and try ill never show my face to another guy, you have me wondering why you kept me so boxed inside , hidden from the world feeding me lies so I just question why ., was there ever a today ? will I live till tomorrow? , I'm running from you still hiding from you , there's no tomorrow for me and you

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life and hell are the same thing 2 me I could die but y the way I'm living I feel like im dead so how could I die in the first place I hate this yes I do I hate life and every thing about u y y just y would u go throw all that pain just 2 have some thing like me just y I see now u just want me 2 die so yes I will good by to all my friends if y'all even cared just y y cant I die just 2 make y'all simile so good by all good by see y'all on earth a living hell a place mint just 4 me I promised that I would never go but were i'm now just were

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Forgotten an alone walk home I stop an star im I really there I guess not so y do I care so now I see they say the words that I believe but 1 thing I know is that they don't care for me they just don't want 1 2 die because of them so lets see how your plan works lets see how u feel when i kill myself your wants have failed u tried but now I died so now u don't care u lost there no winner I see past the lie I see I cant can die u will say o well he just needs 2 go 2 hell for all of this I try 2 help him but guess what when I say ill try its a lie so now u see y do I trust u when I know my heart will get brook in the end so by ttyl in hell forgotten an so alone walking on this lonely rode is there some 1 for me or will they just tell me a lie that there going 2 try my heart is open but now closed it waits for 1 that will never come so good by in just a soul with out a home im just forgotten an so alone walking home with thoughts that could save me or kill me but y do I care y im just forgotten an so alone walking on this lonely rode will I wake up 2 night will they be a home 4 me yes there will be in the middle of heaven an hell not even god wants me nore the devil so now u see some thing I cant fix ill never be wanted by any one or thing so good by ill just cry my life out cry cry cry cry an die but still cry