Me without you or anyone

Past and present

I feel trapped, I'm desperately gasping for air, I can't stare at what you did to me, I wasn't prepared, and as I turn and fall into the darkness I'm fuckign aware, that you ripped us to shreds, girl I swear, you burned all my dreams to ashes, and didn't even care, you had to tear my love open, there was nothing to spare, its hard to see your dreams becoming your nightmares , tears running down my face at such a fast pace ,what a disgrace to show all my pain and love go to waste , I want to escape but I have a strong grip around my throat... It's never going to let go, you do not know what you've done but I hope you feel ashamed , the pain driven through my vains , I'm struggling not to go insane ,even tho I'm laying in someones arms , I'm just so torn , wishing and wanting there to be more but now I'm surrounded by devil horns put in the friend zone once agin God's throwing stones , just to shatter all my bones! I'm stuck in my past and lost in my present these time just clash probably why I'm not sad