Me without you or anyone

What we had never could last

i had you for 2 seconds but now your gone whats going on i told you how i feel now my heart is sealed we never got to osculate why would you try to escape when my love for you was great if your in the dark my heart will be the light our love would would even be in plain sight_____________

I try not to rap cause it never works, but here i am sitting in my room wanting to spit this verse. the family picture aint a picture, go figure. I look up to the sky asking questions Never once answered, but we are not what we are captioned. Why should i be the guy to throw my life away Life can be unbearable with these thoughts in your mind so take a step back and write down some lines. Give your heart to God and all will be fine because true love is the only love divine. My body trembling and my blood as cold as ice. Maybe I should close my eyes. F**k that, its do or die. Trusting blind that all this pain will end with time. Memories of my past, they haunt me. And yet here i am still lost in my mind. looking down south ,speak from my heart and thinking with my mind, but what haunts me most is i never got to kiss you goodbye.
______ can someone answer that question in the picture please I'd like to know an answer :)