Me without you or anyone

high to try

As u stare into the eyes,

Of the devil,

You wonder if you there,

Or on another level,

But then again your resemble,

An appearance,

Of a normal human being,

But all the words,

That your hearing,

Your begin to think different,

All around these people,

You start to become stiffer,

As your walking through these portals,

That mirror of disguise,

The darkness surrounds you,

You ain't gunna survive,

You reminisce,

The times you were happy,

The times you were mad,

Now you feel nothing,

Not even sad,

But a lot on your mind,

The future beholds,

Like a barrel in a gun,

Aimed at your head,

When you pick up that pills,

Pick up that pipe,

It's playin Russian roulette,

Your life flashes before your eyes,

As the water rushes down your throat,

With that pink an white capsule,

Giving you that choke,

Eyes spinning round,

Turnin pure white,

Your now a walking dead man,

Stranded on an abandon island,

No help to receive,

But your determination to decease,

The old you,

Then you see that bong,

The temptation,

Doesn't last long,

You wanna put it down for good,

Feelin light headed,

Faded away from friends,

You got a new idea in your mind,

That doesn't involve,

The pipe, bong, Nor crime,

Hours passed,

In the dark empty room,

You see shadows,

That loom beneath you,

But it's all in ya head,

That recovery of a human,

Becomin undead,

To alive,

Trying keep your heart beat,

On time,

It skips a beat,

Feel pale white,

Numb to the feet,

Quick grab the pipe,

Brains Having a brain wipe,

Need it to get hyped,

2 weeks sober,

Feel numb all over,

Angry inside,

sick of bein the one to hide,

its all a struggle,

everyone around me loves me,

why do I feel so lost,

my parents sent me away,

so I wouldn't become a stray,

but the streets,

wrapped around my mind,

all I think about,

is bloody bloody crimes,

ive got a devilish mind,

but over time,

I seem to rewind,