Me without you or anyone

Fallen -------------

Time flys but now I want 2 cry the truth hidden be hind every lie shows the truth ,love is hell what is this 2 call a twist, I'm bouncing like a ball but I just want fall,I keep them close when no else is around I keep them close when no 1 I'm all alone ,let's just say there my thought but I'm not saying what kind.. Is this all because of love a messed up feeling,Love dosent have a happy ending love is never ending is this true or is it just a lie,is she's walking me out of hell I think so cuz I never felt so close, I'm so close 2 her but never felt so far ,In my heart she's mine but in really she's not my world is so dark but I never felt so bright, but I can't fight much longer I just want 2 kill myself but I feel loved so close 2 u but the picture not clear but your mine I hope and I never let u go until I let my self go love is war but I think I won cuz I have u half way but that's still good enough for me even tho I'm soo weak ,I'm fallen but never felt better a king and a queen that's all we need eatch other for ever just hold me and I'll hold u my love for u will not fall it will stand tall fallen starts she'll not be us as long as I have u I'll live for ever your mine tell that 2 every boy so they won't be doing time I fought so heard 2 get u so now I'm going 2 keep u tears running down my face tears of joy I say I have u ,u can put the biggest smile on my face I'll kiss u but it might be rude hmm we will just have 2 see, I can't sleep cuz your on my mind I guess that's good it's like me spending every moment with u I wish I could I wish u were with me for eternity I never want u 2 leave me , u should me what joy is and I love that with out u I don't know what I'd do I need u I love u I hope u love me forever and some day be with me I hope I don't have 2 Waite 2 long I'm fallen but now with u I'm rising I love u and I hope u know I do
I wrote this on December 9th of 2014 wow so much has changed