Me without you or anyone

Will you ever come back

So in love with you but lost every chance should I stay waiting I changed so much of me for you I don't know who I am you call me a monster so I guess I'm a beast lost my self in pain chasing after you now sitting in hell regretting every moment I might never have aging now the only thing that has me going is just a memory what is love more pain then any human should know but can't give up on you, you are my first love my first heartbreak and now my first defeat I'm still running threw hell for you thought I saw you but that's just me going insane ( you say that you love me but you act like you don't) still dreaming of the life we saw 20 years from now will that be or will I just hang my self in a tree Hope is all I have but do u have any in me still struggling not to lose you 100% but I lost you 99% still in love with you but was that love ever true was I always dreaming one year of pain just to go insane and say goodbye why... Time flies but I'll never know why you said goodbye trying to sleep every night but the thought of you not being there keeps me up I thought you were the one gave up my best friend (Jerry) I'll never live those days again all cuz I thought I found love trying not to cry knowing my life will never real I gave everything to you but that was not enough I took everything I had to make you smile but now I see.. Just waiting is that all I can do Hope hope hope now hopeless sitting here choking on everything you meant to me how long will I be with out you how long I be alone , I don't wanna be used darling it's to hard on me I just want the truth I don't know what to do besides being in love with you save my life I don't know how I can make it, still giving my all but that's just making me fall , I almost lost it love how do you like me now love how do you like me now remember then time when I hear you up when I said a lie did you see right through me when I'm with you again I'll make sure you have no worries I'll make sure your not hiding how you really fell sitting here watching TV imaging you hmm pain drives you insane I don't know what I am just a. Desperate boy.i see wanting love that might never be.. ( you used to Adore me) but now you can't stand me will you ever come back will we ever be one and this I won't let nothing take you from me.. You don't know how much I loved you and I don't think you'll ever know, I'm not stopping but I'm not fighting 500 words 600 tears two hearts broken apart all these tears once a river now a lake I almost forgot how they feel running down my face ( I tried to love you in every way I tried to satisfy you hunny but you wouldn't stay) will you come back will this rain go away will I see the sun or you my bright light now sitting in hell letting darkness but will you come back will you stay spare this pain put an to this none fun game will you ever come back is the last thing i ask o and never forget sents I loved you will you ever be mine will you ever have the time for me??
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The song is very good especially at the end