minty-haired devil - beta lumity

twelve

TW: slight smut at the end.

Luz's POV:

Luz grabbed her jacket with bloodied hands and stormed out, almost falling over twice. She was still drunk, she wasn't seeing right, walking right. Willow followed her, infuriated and confused, she wanted answers..

"Luz! What the fuck man!" Willow shouted at Luz, who continued to stagger towards the car, ignoring her. "What was that!?"

"Go away.." Luz mumbled in a drunken slur, tears forming in her eyes.

Just the way to fuck everything up Luz, well done. Even after the promises to not act up again to Eda you go ahead and ruin Willow's night, and Amity's. She probably doesn't ever want to talk to Luz again. 

Stupid stupid things. Now everything is back to square one. Fuck this shit, all Luz needs now is a good drink. A lot of drinks, and potentially a few smokes. 

"Luz!" Willow shouted again, running up to Luz and stopping her, putting one hand on Luz's shoulder. "Talk to me dude. What happened back then?" Willow asked, concerned.

Luz avoided looking at Willow. She didn't want her to see the state she was in, not Willow anyways. Willow was the one person Luz couldn't bare to put more problems on, not after how she helped Luz.

"It was just a fight..." Luz replied in a hushed tone, avoiding eye contact looking at the floor. 

"Just a fight. Just a fight? You broke someone's nose, you slammed someone over your shoulder and smashed glass into the side of someone's face!" That isn't 'just a fight'!" Willow responded, becoming impatient for answers.

"I FUCKING KNOW WHAT I DID!" Luz snapped at Willow, breathing heavily again. Luz look Willow in the eyes and she saw worry. She scared Willow. "Just leave me alone.. I don't deserve your help." Luz added on, upset and guilty.

Willow doesn't deserve any of this, not in the slightest. She doesn't deserve to have Luz shout at her, and Luz knows that. Luz is bad. Luz is a bad person. Willow isn't. But Willow keeps seeing so much good in her. If she could only be half of what Willow thinks of her, that would be more than enough.

As Luz was about to leave, Willow gave her a large hug. Luz wanted to hug her back so badly, but she was already on the verge of tears, and hugging her would make her break. Luz can't break, she's a 6 foot giant, she's strong she can't cry.

"Fucking idiot you do deserve help." Willow said while weakly laughing, crying a little bit, smiling up at Luz. 

Luz wanted to smile back. She wanted to smile back so badly. So why couldn't she do it. Amity. She ruined Amity's night. She left the party, probably long gone now. 

"Thanks.." Luz dully responded, still trying to avoid eye contact. "I'm going now." Luz said quietly, trying to stop her voice from breaking up.

---Amity's POV:---

Amity walked into the ice-cream parlour, the one she loves to clear her mind. It was scary the way Luz acted. Boscha was right, Luz was violent, very violent. Why didn't she stop? Amity tried to stop her but she just completely ignored her. 

It was reassuring though, knowing someone cared to go to the extent of beating the shit out of four people for her. But why? They were douchebags, but Amity could've just said no herself. And how did they know her? Something about being a captain?