Benchtrio Oneshots(mainly Ranboo)

Ranboo

chapter name: mourning you
written: third person pov
resquested: none (but me being a depressed bitch)
keywords: f/c (favourite colour), U/n (username), U/n/n (user nickname), N/n (nickname)
pronouns used: you/your, they/them
relationship: angst (sorta fluff too)
benchtrio member: ranboo
au: irl/streamer au
prompt: you passed away and ranboo didnt react so well to it.. how bad will it be..?

a/n: im fucking crying...

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"Um.. Hey, Y/n.. So, erm.. I'm sorry, for not being here for you.. and um.. ahem.. I'm sorry, that your lying here, right now.. You probably can't hear me.. But, I want you to know.. I lo-" BEEP... "-ve you..."

Ranboo said as he grabbed your hand and placed it to his forehead, tears threatening from his eyes. Nurses and doctors walking in left and right as he quietly sobbed as he held your hand. Tightening his grip on your hand as louder cries came out of his mouth. He wanted to scream and yell. He was only hoping this was a nightmare as a nurse dragged him out of your hopsital room.

He couldn't believe, he was leaving the hospital.. Without you.. You were gone.. You were dead.. And, he felt guilty for it all.. He only wished he had told you, he loved you before you had the time to pass.. But, I guess, you would never know.. And, could never say it back..

time skip. about a week.

Ranboo wasn't taking your death exactly.. well.. It was about a week or 2 you had passed and he was standing at the cemetary with multiple of yours and his friend. It was your funeral. In no world, he imagined being at your funeral before you even had the chance to graduate university, have children, get married and find your partner. Only day dreaming of you coming back and asking him out.

Tears ran down his puffy eyes and onto his slightly red toned cheeks. Tubbo put a hand on his shoulder, tears falling from his eyes too. "I know, you loved them.. It's gonna be ok.." He said as he gave the taller male a comforting hug as he watched the man lower your cascet 6 feet below ground.

Ranboo cried, digging his head in the bee boy's shoulder, crying his heart out as Tommy appeard behind him, patting his shoulder as tears threathened from his eyes.

"It's gonna be alright, bossman.. We love you.." Tommy said as he hugged Ranboo. He only let out louder sobs as his knees gave up and he kneeled to the floor, falling into Tubbo's arms as he rubbed his shoulder. "B-but, I l-loved them too.. Their gone now.." He cried as the men started digging the dirt onto your wooden cascet.

Ranboo sat on his knees as he watched the men, imagine your figure smiling at him as you walked to him and gave him a light kiss on his cheek. He smiled with teary eyes as he saw everyone leaving the cemetary, leaving only him, Tubbo and Tommy.

time skip. a month later.

"Hey, Y/n.. I hope your doing well, up there.." Ranboo said with a sad smile as he placed his hand on your grave.

He was mourning you. If this was the only way he could've showed his love, then that's how he'd do it.

He stood up, kissing your tomb. He placed f/c roses. He knew it was your favorite rose colour and he'd never forget it, not even if he was more like his character in the DreamSMP.

Speaking of, he headed home as he started his computer. Letting out a loud sigh, he clicked on the 'Go Live' button, looking at his screen, people slowly loading him as he tweeted.

"Urm.. Hey, chat..! So, important stream today.." He started, "So, the reason, I haven't, er, been active his because, urm, ahem, U/n.. Um.. Recently.. passed.." He picked his words carefully as tears fell from his eyes. Once again, saddened at the thought you would ever leave this earth at such an early age..

time skip. 15 years later.

It's been 15 years.. 17 years of streaming.. 19 of him liking you.. And, the age of 33.. Yeah, old, right..? New Philza..

"Hello, chat! You guys ready for a new stream!" He asked excitedly as he looked at his chat load in with excitment.

Later on the stream, he got a donation that made his heart melt..

Lizzaaa_69 gave us some money!
"Hey, Mr.Boo! How has it been! I just, turned 18 and I've been watching you, since like, my older sister started. Also, it's U/n's birthday. Happy Birthday U/n, from heaven!"

"Oh.. Thank you for the dono, Liza.. You guys still remember U/n?! Oh god.. That was such a long time ago.." Ranboo said, a smile forming on his face, chat seeing because he had face revealed. "Happy 34th birthday, U/n! We love you, so, so, so much!"

Sophia_ThePrincess2.0 gave us some money!
"I bet U/n/n, would be proud of you."

"Aww, thank you for the kind dono, Soph.. I bet they're proud of all of you.. You meant a lot to them.." Ranboo said, his voice softening.

"Aww, boo.. I love you.." You said as you looked below the many clouds heaven consisted as Ranboo looked straight at his PC.

After stream, he ended with a happy sigh and a smile plastered on his face. He looked to his right, seeing the picture of you, he took when you guys went to prom together.

He smiled at the picture and brought it to his hands lightly kissing it, then bringing it to his chest and looking up at the sky.

"I love you too, N/n.."

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a/n: hope you enjoyed.. im melting..