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Shit.

Shit Shit.

Shit Shitty Shit

Shit, Shitty Shit Shitty Shit!

Now I apologise to my dear readers for a continuous repetition of this...um mantra? However, there really was no other way to sum up how Sunghoon was feeling right now.

Clammy hands, pounding heart, and a jelly stomach. He tried his best to draw his composure as the male beside turned to face him.

"Thanks for the ride Sunghoon, I hope it wasn't trouble," Gyol apologised, nervously looking around. Sunghoon cleared his throat once he realised he had been staring at the man for the past few minutes.

"Uh yeah no issues," he mumbled. He eyed as his company hurriedly got out of the car, making sure his mask and cap were on. "Hey it's okay, this is one of my...disguise cars you could say, nobody really knows I own it," Sunghoon reassured, picking up on Gyol's apprehension.

The man nervously chuckled. "Ah well that's good, but still, you can never be too careful. Sorry, Sunghoon, I have to go! Text me!" he whispered, quickly waving before shutting the door.

As much as Sunghoon wanted to wait by the sidewalk, he knew it could draw attention. He drove the car up further but still couldn't find the heart to completely leave the road.

What are you doing Park Sunghoon?! You should be going home right now!

Yet, despite his mind shrieking at him to drive back, Sunghoon adjusted his rear view mirror and caught Gyol clumsily trying to unlock his door, with hands filled with shopping bags.

He chuckled.

Cute.

HANG ON A SECOND.

Abruptly aware of what he was doing, Sunghoon zoomed away from the road. He didn't properly breathe till he was back inside the walls of his apartment.

He slid down against the door, panting.

What did he just do? What just happened?

Everything had been going fine right? Right....?

Well then again, things seemed to be different ever since the night at the sushi restaurant. The two still talked and hung out like usual, but a new emotion was opened within Sunghoon.

He found himself staring at Gyol for too long, holding back a laugh when he did something amusing, wanting to open up to him more, or even just...listen to him talk for hours.

He looked forward to their hangouts more than usual, his stomach floated around whenever he got a text from him, and his hands kept quivering whenever the two accidentally bumped into each other.

It was almost as if-

Oh wait

Fuck.

Sunghoon faceplanted directly onto his carpet. He was the biggest clown in the cosmos.

Firstly, it had taken him three weeks to discover what he was feeling, and well secondly.....he was a fool for falling for Hwang Jung-Gyol.

Sunghoon screamed into the fluffy carpet, wailing internally at how soft he had become for the man. He turned on his back, his mind going back to a few hours ago when he was fully entranced by Gyol's face.