Little heart of the lion

Cuties

I'm not entirely sure how good this chapter is or where I'm going with it but I'm gonna be a little bitch and go backwards and leave that cliffhanger there until next time. Hahaha

Remus pov
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6th year of Hogwarts was interesting to say the least.

As a werewolf, presenting wasn't really that big of a deal for me, I already knew I'd be beta, so I wasn't really that worried. I was for one other person in particular though.

Sirius Black.
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Talk all you want but Sirius is my best friend. I have 3 best friends. Friends that I don't think I'd ever have if not for Sirius and James Potter. Those boys our first year were admit on getting to know me, I was scared. Not of them but of what they could find out, what they would say.

I didn't want these boys, that I had to share a dorm for the rest of the 6 years I was gonna be there, think of me as a monster. That's what I am, that's what everyone thinks when they hear your a werewolf.

So I ran from them, I ignored them, I tried my absolute hardest to forget about Sirius black. And then in second year he stood up to Snape and Mulciber in potions for me, he knew I had problems with all the smells and sometimes reading, (my eyes sharpen until it's uncomfortable) don't ask me how, Sirius black is a mystery. But he fought for me, and I just stared at him until he grabbed my hand and led me out of the room, asking if I was okay. I wasn't okay but also because he was still holding my hand.

I not only became his best friend that day, but I knew that Sirius would never leave my side, I knew I loved him in that moment. Maybe as friends at the time but it was apparent that it wouldn't just be that for long.

When Sirius, James and Peter found out I was a werewolf in year 4 they didn't say I was a monster, they weren't scared of me like I thought. Sirius asked how I was. He asked what it was like. When I asked him why he wasn't afraid of me he Simply said "of course I'm not afraid of you Remus you fold your socks and are ecstatic when someone gives you chocolate." He gave me a new meaning to the word monster.
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In 5th year Sirius ran away from the most ancient and noble house of Black, and moved in with James. I don't think I'll ever forget it, they had used the Cruciatus curse on him for being a disgrace and for leaving, they also apparently burned him off of the family tree.

That was also the year of the prank.
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In 6th year, Peter presented beta. He was the first to present, out of the 4 of us. James presented next as Alpha. We weren't all that surprised considering almost all the men in his family have always presented alpha. Then I presented Beta and Sirius was last, his birthday being in October. He was literally freaking out, he used to lock himself in the bathroom and would only let James in. I guess he was worried that If he presented omega his family would try and sell him, We tried reassuring him that James' parents would never let that happen.

He presented Alpha. But that's when things got crazy. At 16 years old Sirius Black wasn't a virgin, and at 16 years old Remus Lupin was. It wasn't like I wanted to still be one, It's just that at 12 my heart belonged to Sirius black and has ever since, and it didn't seem that he felt the same. Until he presented Alpha.

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6th year, Remus 1st Pov, October 24th.

I can smell him before I walk through the portrait hole, I can smell him while walking up the stairs, the overload of his smell I get when I open the door almost knocks me on my ass.