Little heart of the lion

Christmas

'Ello. Ppl suck. Anyway I love this photo.
Sleepy Reggie. You can't tell me James wouldn't have that photo framed somewhere 👆🏻
Also the debate, is it re(dge) or re(egg), is it re(jy) or re(eggy) like how scooby-do says shaggy "Raggy" I think I'm going crazy. TW for assault, SA and abuse from parents.
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James pov:

"Sirius! Wait!" Sirius is tackling me and putting me into headlock, he's spitting profanities, regulus is yelling at Sirius and then he's gone.
"Sirius." I choke, in his headlock. He lets go and shoves me to the ground, he crawls on top of my chest. "You lied to me, James. How could you, my little brother for fucks sake?" He has rage in his eyes. "I wanted to tell you, I just didn't know how. I'm in love with him Sirius, I  didn't want you getting mad or jealous or making him uncomfortable." Sirius face drops, he flicks my nose harshly.

"You love him? Before or after you knocked him up?." His stare is absolutely deadly. Knocked up? What the fuck is he talking about- Remus walks in, with regulus on his heel, Sirius looks over then back at me. "You don't know?" His eyebrows furrow looking at me. "Wow regulus, You had to pull my boyfriend in to this didn't you?" He rolls his eyes. Remus sighs and tries to pull Sirius off, he doesn't move, he just glares at me.

Regulus rolls his eyes. "Get off my boyfriend Sirius, he's not just yours anymore. You're gonna have to learn to share, I know that's hard for you but figure it out." Regulus voice is dangerous, I stare at him in utter fascination, while Sirius gets off with a huff. "I know how to share, you little shit." Regulus grabs my hands and hoists me up. "Are you okay?" I nod, "he's done worse." All regulus does is scowl.

"I'm still here you fucktards" Sirius says, Remus reprimands him. "When did this start? Why, how did this happen? When he was on heat? You mother fucker." Oh god, I sit at the desk and look at Sirius. "Around then I guess, I just started talking to him, he kept falling asleep places so I took care of him."
Regulus moves into my side and lays his head on my shoulder. "If you hurt him. I swear James." Regulus scoffs and rolls his eyes.

"What are you gonna protect me? Like you used too? I'm not 6 anymore Sirius I don't need you to protect me. You don't get to act like you know me or want to protect me, when you left. You stopped protecting me, when you left. So you need to go now, Leave me alone." Sirius looks defeated, Remus takes his hand and whispers in his ear. "James you're my best friend, he's my little brother. I just- I'm having trouble digesting this." Regulus makes a little noise, moving his head into my neck. "We're gonna go." Remus says.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Sirius." All he does his shrug, leaving hand in hand with Remus.
"He's such a prick." Regulus mumbles and looks up at me, me takes my hand and guides us to the bed. I'm stuck on the fact that Sirius thinks regulus is knocked up, I'm confused. With a baby? What?! No, what? I look at regulus, he is wearing one of my jumpers, I think he stole it before I came back with the snacks.

His face has filled out, his knuckles are wider, his middle is definitely bigger then before. He is definitely moodier but I don't think that's good evidence, he asks for questionable snacks, he's horny a lot. Although that might just be a teenager thing? He is very emotional, which is definitely a sign because he normally masks his emotions.

"What are you thinking about?" Regulus whispers softly, he lays on my chest. "I feel bad about Sirius." His brows furrow, he picks his head up and looks at me. "Why?" His eyes are so much like Sirius' except they are lighter then Sirius', more sparkly, they are like clay in the ocean. "Because he's my best friend Reggie, I love him. I love you. I just feel bad." He looks away and puts his head down. "I'm sorry, I caused so many problems." His voice is bitter, but it has sadness in it.