Really? My Best Friend?

Chapter 20

Dean: "Just make sure she's ok, you got that? And that she says exactly what happened and say what you know, don't bend the truth for anything and don't crack under the pressure, got that?" Lee says holding me in his green eyes, not letting mine stray for a second under the seriousness of the situation.

"I will, she'll be fine with me." is all I say though because I really just want out of the house, Liam still hasn't resurfaced from his room and he still doesn't even know and I guess that's why I want out of here so fast because I know he's going to blame me for it because I was sober like I said I would be for her.

"Good now off you go and leave Liam to me." he says before walking off through to the living room just as Sophie walks down the stairs and comes over to me.

No matter what I say, I hate seeing her like this, in baggy sweat pants and a baggy hoodie- which is mine and it is quite cute but right now that's not really what I'm thinking because I know what she's doing. She's planning to hide herself as much as she can and I don't blame her after last night but it will be nice when the old Sophie returns but I'm not going to tell her not to dress a certain way because that's would set her back more and I guess that's why I just put on a small smile when she reaches me.

Sophie:I walk over to Dean as I come down the stairs and throw my arms around him, yeah, I might want to hate the living daylights out of him for being a guy but he's Dean and he's my best friend so he has an advantage of sorts.

"You okay?" Dean whispers into my hair when he pulls me to him for comfort.

I shake my head a little where it is buried in his shoulder while biting my lip. I pull away trying to hide the emotions going across my face but going by his worried expression I'm not hiding it as well as I was hopping.

"What if they don't believe me? I was drunk, anyone can tell that and I was off my head before I even got to the party I think, not that I know but I guess I was coz I was pissed off and just wanted to forget everything. I, I just wanted... everything to be ok for once, you know?" tears spring to my eyes so I look up in hope to fend them off and it works somehow, I don't know how but I does. I also avoid his eye contact because I know if I look then I'll see what he sees. He sees what he imagines it to be like. I see the real thing. I might have been unconscious for a bit but I was awake a few times. I kinda wish I was out of it for the whole thing because that would be better, it would hurt me less because I wouldn't have to see it replay in my head over and over again, going around and around.

"They will believe you and I do know." He's standing so I have to see his eyes now, he's forcing me to look directly into them and it's not as bad as I thought it would be, it's worse because he's clearly got guilt surrounding them. He's blaming himself for this when it wasn't his fault. It was only mine, I was to blame not him. "And I'm sorry because it's my fault, I was there and said I'd be there for you. And I made you get pissed off with me, I knew what I was doing and it backfired completely on both of us, it was meant to distance you from me, to see what I'm really like because I don't know, I didn't want to hurt you. It all made sense before and now it sounds stupid."

"What? Dean, nothing could make me distance myself from you, well definitely not you being a jerk on purpose anyways. And it wasn't your fault, it was mine. I was the one that got drunk although I did stop drinking after a while until... until he... gave me one." I trail off, not able to continue and something is bothering me, something is on the edge of my mind and I don't know what it is, it's struggling to surface.

"Do, do you think it was spiked?" he asks and the light bulb switches on in my head, that's what I was thinking.

"It could have been, can we just go so we can get today over with?" I say looking up at him so he nods with a grim face and takes me hand to lead me out the front where we start the walk back to his house so we can get to his car and head to the police station.