Oklahoma Heart: Stolen Away

Oops I did it again

They sat in silence for a moment having acknowledged each other and the giant elephant in the museum that was their past. They had been silly with each other all day. It was obvious they had been more than friends to anyone who was really paying attention during the tour for the scouting.  They had been silently sending messages with their eyes. Mostly playful ones but sometimes they saw the others pain slip through. 

"Em I.." 

"Alex, I need to explain" 

They said at the same time.

They laughed.

"Well some things never change" he said while still smiling at her. She was internally melting a little. "Em" He said it with an adoration that reminded her of another time. The first time they...

Emmalynn giggled and wiggled like crazy as Alex tickled her while they watched the movie. It was about a superhero and she loved it. She had even tried to get Alex to recreate the upside down rain kiss in it and he happily did. 

Laughing still she said "Alex stop we missed half the movie." she playfully hit him in the arm. 

He stopped and kissed her on the head. They sat in his bed cuddled up. He was shirtless and in basketball shorts.  

She moved her hands down his chest. She loved the strength his body exuded but he was still soft too. She put her hand over his heart and felt his heart speed up as she leaned into him for a kiss. She loved when she felt his heart race. It meant he was excited by her,  that he wanted her. She loved that feeling. The knowing how much he wanted her, how much she meant to him. 

She kissed him deeply wanting more of him. She had always played it safe. She was raised that you don't do anything like this with a boy until you are married. She had had one boyfriend in high school, Dray. He had tried to pressure her and when she wouldn't he had made her feel less than and unworthy of love but she felt so safe with Alexander, so whole. He knew. He knew her rules and how standoffish she was when it came to sexual things. 

He had a lot more experience than her. They had talked about it a bit as friends. He didn't give her any flack on her choice. In fact, he respected it. He was raised a bit differently. His mother was religious but she also understood that young people were going to explore and have fun. She didn't make him feel guilty for his wants. He had lost his virginity at the tender age of 13. He didn't think he was old enough now looking back but you can't change the past. 

They continued kissing and caressing, he wanted to move his hands all over her body but he respected her boundaries and only touched her head and low back until she pushed his hands to her rear. 

He looked into her eyes surprised at the desire he saw in them. He pulled away startled. 

"Em, what're you doing?"

She giggled and bit her lip trying to be sexy but also incredibly shy. "Alex I want you." She touched his chest again and inhaled sharply. Her desire was growing stronger by the minute just looking at the love and adoration on his face. 

He paused for a moment. Was he ready to do this with her? He cherished her so much and he didn't want to take something so special from her if she might regret it someday. 

"Em, I... I don't want to do this." His whole body shook from want. 

"Why? Do you not want me?" She said shocked and started to turn away. 

He grabbed her and kissed her head looking deep into her eyes which were starting to get tears.

"No baby, far from that. I want you so bad. I have always but this is something so special to you. I don't want you to ever regret anything with me."