Rain [yoonmin]

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JIMIN'S POV

Waking up next to an angel, it feels like all the sunshine embraced your heart with warmth, with love. It reminds us why we were in love with the person we were in love with.

It simply feels so magical that you can't really explain it.

But when I saw the tears pooled around the brim of his eyes it pained everywhere.

He is the one who protects me from everything and I can never be as brave as him.

It hurt me to see him being hurt, he looks at me like I am his whole world and I only hurt him.

He was holding me tightly. My chest still hurt from falling down last night but being close to him felt nice.

The only good thing about my life is Yoongi, falling in love with him was the best thing I ever did.

What I felt towards Yoongi years back was love, it was scary how daunting it felt at first but it was good, it felt good to yearn for something. And I was always in love with Yoongi.

Love was scary, a little bit surreal too, but mostly beautiful. He made it beautiful.

I wrapped my arms around him and wiped his tears. I snuggled closer to him waiting for the alarm to go off.

I looked out of the window. The Sun was just exposing a bit of itself above the blue horizon.

The birds had already begun their chores.

The newspaper boys delivered the paper at the doorstep and the sounds of the people running their businesses filled the street before the clock struck 6.

I didn't sleep the whole night. I was just looking at him. The way he fell asleep in my arms. How he didn't leave them for once.

I smiled under my breath every time he whimpered or held me closer. He let out small breaths from his slightly parted lips and it hit my face. Yoongi smells like babies, so precious.

To everyone he was this strong uptight Yoongi who only cared about himself and his stupid boyfriend and no one else in the world. People never understood him.

But to me he was this warm boy who loved a lot and needed a lot of love. He was this selfless person who gave me a new life, who loved me for who I am.

It was amazing to have someone beside you always and I wanted to be there for him too.

I looked at the wall. It was covered with our pictures and small stars that I drew when he first moved in here.

No matter how broken we are we will have this smile plastered on our faces like always. We held ourselves together.

YOONGI'S POV

I was awake almost all night.

I just kept my eyes closed and shifted in his arms being watched by him.

Jimin and I lived a very similar life. My parents were as distant as his, just that they didn't treat me how Jimin's parents treated him.

I stopped missing my parents but Jimin was still hopeful and I always respected that.

I was just very annoyed when my parents told me that they found me a place, they said I needed to learn to live without them. As if I already didn't live without them. That hurt Jimin too, but we were okay.

My only fear was losing Jimin, every time he went to his place it felt like someone had attached a time bomb to my body and it could go off anytime. Living with this uncertainty was almost crazy but I had gotten used to it.