Rain [yoonmin]

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JIMIN'S POV

My head was hurting but all I could think about was today evening. It was nice, pleasant. Days with him must have been this pretty because nostalgia has been wrapping around my heart all along. I feel happy with him. It's empty without him.

I was humming a song while drawing something on the snow with my fingers. I don't remember the name of the song but it has a pleasant tune. It's very soft and feels like it's a song about being in love.

When we were driving back home, he told me about how much we enjoyed the snow as kids.

Once during our exams I was so stressed, he put away our books and we spent two hours playing in the snow and having a cozy time at a cafe.

He sometimes cracked these really lame jokes but we would snort and go all the way laughing for a few minutes.

My head would hurt once in a while but he would say something nice and I would forget about it.

The days ahead of us are not going to be easy. But at least I am going to try to live without any regrets. I am going to try to be patient with  my Yoongi. His eyes are really beautiful, they are deep, but I see the pain in them. His smile is so lively, but I see how hurt he was. I wish to see only happiness in his eyes. Ever since I woke up, I felt relieved that he was beside me. I wanted to tell him that I want to be there for him too.

"Do you want ice cream?" when we were almost near our apartment he asked, breaking the silence.

"Yes!"

"Salted caramel?" he asked.

"Do we like that flavor?" I was smiling.

"It's our favorite."

"Okay."

"Sit in the car, I'll get it for us."

Our apartment looked beautiful from the outside. I turned my head and rolled down the windows to see the lake, the lights shone on it making it glitter.

"Here, I got it." I was startled when he opened the door.

"That's a whole tub, nice, we'll eat all of it."

"And I have stomach aches tomorrow. Sure." he was laughing at my silliness.

He parked our car and we walked back home. There was no sadness when we laughed together.

It was honestly a sweet, sweet night.

I freshened up before him and sat with my Journal he gave me. There was a clear pouch kept on the table that had my name written in white on it.

I took out the white marker from it and carefully wrote our initials on it. I guess it was a habit Afterall, I didn't even think before writing. My hands were shaking terribly probably because I haven't written in so long.

I was thinking about a name for my journal when Yoongi came out.

"What are we doing?" he asked, towel drying his hair.

"I am planning to make my first entry. Can you think of a name for this little buddy?"

"Lil buddy? Good to hear that after so long." he was clutching his chest, faking a hurt expression.

I shove him away with my hands because he was making me shy.

"I'll get your ice cream." he was laughing again.

He sat beside me smelling sweet and placed the ice cream on the table.

We both ate a spoonful of it thinking different things. After a while the silence got comical and we both giggled.