Rain [yoonmin]

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JIMIN'S POV 

"We tried to be happy despite the disturbing atmosphere, didn't we?"

Yoongi had a sad smile plastered on his face.

"It wasn't easy."

"I dreamt last night." my voice was dry.

"I am aware."

"You didn't ask what it was about."

"I never did, you told me if you wanted to."

"I saw a dark room, I was walking with someone and then I was being hit by someone, in all of that, I was looking for that someone, I was looking for you. Someone was trying to hurt you." I saw that he was trembling.

I wrapped my arm around his shoulder to comfort him.

He didn't say anything, he just sat there.

"I really hope you stop getting nightmares." he sighed.

"Did I get them earlier?"

He nodded.

"What was all that? Why did I ever see that? Were you ever lost?"

He gulped his pain but the tears rolled down nonchalantly.

"I never left you, you never left me. The situations were just fucked up."

That made me laugh and he joined me.

"This is weird. I knew I was looking for you after I woke up. You won't tell me what happened, will you?"

"I can't right now, because if I do, I might lose you forever."

"Why are you so scared?"

"Because it's you. You are the reason I am still here, it's because of all the dreams we had. I can't give them up because of some stupid reason. I was so close to losing you and now here we are eating turkey sandwiches in the snow."

"How can you be serious and funny at the same time?"

"I am allowed to be scared."

"If I was meant to leave I would have gone long back."

"Hmm, I just don't want you to fall sick."

"Is it something that would make me ill?"

"It'll make your little head hurt, we need to be patient and give it time." he ruffled my hair.

"Yeah."

"You know, you're doing and saying stuff that is surprising to me. You never cease to amaze me, Park Jimin."

"That's why you like me." I was grinning.

"That's why I love you, you are full of surprises, you are wonderful." he said with his mouth full of food. It was so funny that we both laughed.

He said he loved me. Those words engraved themselves on my weak heart. How beautiful it is to be loved. That's how I want to make Yoongi feel. I want to make him feel like he is loved.

YOONGI'S POV

Jimin probably doesn't know this. But he is making me feel very loved. He is making me feel the way he did before.

I can see how hard he is trying. It is making me sad to see he is going hard on himself because I knew he would but it is also making me happy. Happier than ever.

I am watching him, he is leaning on the book shelf looking for a good book to read.

The book shop is warm as usual and is decorated with lights. Jimin liked it here.