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JIMIN'S POV

These days I have been working very hard on my memory. I can remember a few things here and there. Yoongi always helps me.

But he got scared ever since I got a nosebleed because I was too focused. So even if I want to sit for hours thinking about one memory that I can feel is there at the back of my mind, Yoongi would resist.

He was right, I need to be patient.

It was already the 6th of March which felt surreal. But it also made me excited cause it was Yoongi's birthday and our 7 years together in just 3 days.

So I painted for him. It was a picture of us with Cloud, that Hobi took for us. Hobi has been helping me a lot with plans for him.

So I decided to go shopping for him today.

"Where are you going?" he asked. Why did he have to be done with his shower so quickly today?

"Somewhere?" I said not trying to sound suspicious but I'm cute right? It only made him laugh.

I.am.so.stupid.

"Give me a kiss and then go to your 'somewhere'."

I ran to him with a big smile on my face and kissed him before leaving. Yoongi makes me feel like a child. And no matter how childish I act he's always falling for it.

I made a list of things that I wanted to buy for him. Books, jackets and a bucket hat. And my entire book of poems, that I wrote for him over these months.

For our 7th year together, I wanted to buy a couple bracelets for the two of us.

Hobi was standing near the entrance of the mall as he promised. He's going to help me pick his gifts.

When I was shopping for his books Hobi ended up buying three plushies for Yoongi. It was hilarious because they were all cat plushies and they all looked like him.

It took us about 2 hours to be done with everything.

It was almost 7 pm by the time we were done. Hobi had his dance practice so he left after squishing my cheeks for the nth time that day.

I thought I'd take a cab home.

And when I got off the cab, I was in the middle of nowhere.

I tried to argue with the cab driver about the address but he insisted that this was the right place.

The driver ended up screaming at me. It was my fault.

But I don't remember entering this address. How would I know the address of a place I have never visited? Or do I know this place?

I was feeling weak with the ache that spread across my head. The place looked extremely familiar all of a sudden. This place was everything I was scared of.

Was I seeing things all of a sudden or is this real?

The lights of the living room were turned on and the TV noises creeped out through the window. I couldn't dare to have a look. It felt like I was living in my nightmare.

The same house, the same garden. This is where it happened. I've never felt this weak. Have you ever felt like you're helpless and you can't even do anything about it?

All those moments that Yoongi hid from me, that was lying deep within me, all of it was flashing in front of my eyes but I still couldn't lay a finger upon it. Everything was blurry and it was too loud.

I never knew memories could be this strong.

I sat on the ground, my legs feeling weak. The bags in my hand felt too heavy.

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