Unknowingly

Passing the Time

Dan's: POV

I woke for my rather long slumber, I felt a warm presents on my backside and my waist. It was the kind of warmth you have when you know someone is holding you. Phil. Had all this just been a horrible and tragic dream. I turned to see my good friend Pj, I was sad it wasn't my beautiful and amazing Phil. I got up, lifting Pj's arm off me and sluggishly getting up to take a shower. I clicked my phone first to see what time it was, 10:28 a.m. I left the living room heading to my room to grab clothes and a towel.

I got into the shower letting the hot water wash over me. I never really liked shower, they gave you too much time, too much time to think about the outside world. I constantly thought about the things wrong about the world. I constantly thought how much things we're right, how so much of my life wasn't in the right place.

Haven't you ever had the erge to do it, to just let the pain over take your body. It's funny how a little shiny metal object could have such a hold on you, that it could break you into something you never thought was you. You, the person that have the most, yet the least amount of power. I slowly reached out towards it, I held it in my hand staring at my own wrist. Tears begain to form in my eyes.

Wouldn't life be much easier if I just let go. No one would remember me if I just left, no one cared, no one needed me. Without Phil, life was just a boring bleek world without him. Him, the person who was the sweetest person I knew. Him, the one who had taken my loneliness and turned it into love. Him, the one who I devoted my life too.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when Pj knocked on the door. I hid it, wiped my tears and tried my best but knew I failed at trying to sound normal.

"Hey Dan, you okay?'' He asked.

"Yeah, sorry do you need in here?" I responded trying to make it sound like I wasn't crying.

"Yeah, but take your time, I don't need in right now.'' He shouted through the door.

I decided I should probably actually wash my body and hair. I stood up from the shower floor i was sitting on earlier. I soon got out, looking at my inperfect body in the overly sized mirror in our bathroom. I brushd it off, since I do have to look at it everyday and you kinda of get use to it. As Gerard Way said 'When you look in the mirror and don't like what you see you have first hand at what its like to be me' it's just something you have to live with.

I got out of the bathroom heading straight into my room with only a towel wrapped around my bottom half. I took my my towel, walking over to my wardrobe as I put my towel on my head to dry off my hobbit hair. I got dress, putting on some lazy pants and a randon t-shirt. I walked out of my room going into the kitchen to get some food into my system. I went to the fridge, noticing that the shower stopped. I grabbed a few frozen pizza to make for me and Pj. As I put the pizzas into the oven Pj came into the kitchen.

"Hey, whatcha making?" He asked while sitting on the counter.

"Pizza, how did you sleep?" i asked responding to his question.

''Good, you?" He said while pulling out his phone.

"Pretty good, but I have to tell you something, something that we'll both laugh at in the future." I said sounding a but suspicious.

"What?'' He asked putting his phone down.

"When I woke up, you you,'' I stuttered ''you was spooning me.'' I bushed a little, but Pj's reaction was worse than mine. He looked at me like I just told him I killed a puppy.

"Im, um, I'm sor-"

"It's okay." I but in so he doesn't have to be as embarrassed as he already is.

He turns a deep red color, trying to stay cool but failing miserably. I get the pizza out of the oven, cut into pieces and hand Pj a plate. We both grab two slices and ranch from the fridge while heading to the living room. We side on the couch in front of the TV, I turn on Tokyo Ghoul.

We ate in silence except for the untranslated voices on the TV and occasional smacking of pizza in our mouths. I finished as one episode was over. Pj took both our plates into the kitchen as I turned it to the next episode of the anime. We took out our phones as the intro began to play, I unlocked my phone and opened Twitter. I scrolled past a few tweets and replied to a few fans with different question other than.

'WHERE ARE YOU GUYS!?!?!' ' WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO UPLOAD A NEW VIDEO!?!?!?' I felt bad (a) its been roughly a month since me and Phil has put out a video (b) it's been as least two months since a DanAndPhilGAMES videos (c) I haven't told any of the fans about Phil.

I locked my phone as I seen the last bit of the intro was over and Kaneki appeared on the TV. Me and Pj watched episode after episode after episode until we were done with season 1. We both decideednthat was should sleep so we could go early to see Phil tomorrow. We both slept together again, I plugged in my phone even though I barely used it. Set an alarm for us to wake up at 8. I let my dreams take me away to my own private wonderland filled with perfectness.

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Sorry guys its literally been a month since I updated but I wanted to get past testing before I even started writing. But omg let's talk about what's been happening.

1) J A P H A N

2) ONE B E D

3) lush break up (even though its been roughly two months, it still makes me cry a little. Literal otp.)

4)I passed both my math and 8th grade writing test with an above average grade of a 42-50. YaY I can get my permit when the time comes

5) about 20 days still schools out

Sorry those were mostly about me. But thank you guys so much for all the reads, votes, and comments. If you want to leave one feel free to I read all of them (even though they are from my friends and only two per chapter)

Also I noticed that almost every chapter in the past almost has like freaking 2000 word and this one had barely 1200 sorry its a short chapter.
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-love always