Unexpected

Chapter 12. We Can't

Jack

"No, no Jack its okay actually I'm glad you said something because I... well... I-I love you too Jack, I truly love you." Why did I Kiss her?! She deserves better than me! Why did I tell her I love her?

She probably said it back so I wouldn't feel bad. Damn it! "Are you sure? You don't have to just say it because I did."

"Jack, I'm not just saying it. I love you. I'm happy that you said something because I was over here beating myself up for having feelings for you. I figured that you only seen me as the kid sister. I'm not your type, I've heard your 'conquest' stories. I'm not like those girls I-"

I could no longer take her beating up of herself. 'Why didn't she understand how beautiful and perfect she is?'

Placing my hands on her waist I pulled her to me holding her tightly to my chest. "Sofiah Louise Lennox. Don't even compare yourself those... Those sluts. They are nothing compared to you," I grabbed her chin lifting her face slowly so that she was looking me in the eye.

"I don't want that. When I met you I felt different. I've never felt this way about anyone. I... I.. I just don't know what to do with these feelings. I want to act on them but I don't want to scare you and come on to strongly.

And then with Stefan and Steven giving me permission. And I didn't even ask! It's like they already knew I was going to fall in love with you! I was shocked because its like they knew even before we left the base.

I want to be with you Sofi. But I want you to want this too I can't and I won't make you do anything you don't want to."

Smiling Sofiah moved her hands from my shoulders to the back of my neck. Pulling my face forward she kissed me. This kiss was different more passionate and proving. Like she wanted to show me exactly how she felt about me.

My hands moved from the small of her back down below her ass lifting her up she wrapped her legs around my waist and I walked back into the house kicking the door shut.

Sofiahs lips ventured over my jaw to my neck. As she licked, kissed and sucked softly on my skin, I realized how much her kisses were like a drug to me. 'You have only kissed her twice and your fuckin hooked!' As I walked into her room closing the door behind me I couldn't wait for my mouth to be back on hers.

"What are we doing?" Her words were soft and came out as a sort of moan.

Sofiah

"What are we doing?" my words came out as more of a moan than an actual sentence. Jack turned so that my body was up against the Door. "Whatever you want us to be doing baby. I wont push you to do something you aren't comfortable with or ready for."

Smiling I interlaced my fingers in his hair and kissed him. Biting his bottom lip I sucked softly. "Sofi, we have to slow down. If we keep going at this pace we won't be able to stop."

"Okay. Sleep with me though?" Smiling Jack carried me over to the bed setting me down he took off his t-shirt and jeans. Scooting over he got in next to me pulling me into his arms. Laying there I felt perfectly molded to him.

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As I turned my body hit something hard blinking I realized what I hit wasn't a something, rather it was a someone...

"Sofiiiiiiiii!" Jack moaned turning so that his back was facing me. Laying back down on my pillow flashes of what happened last night played in my head.

I smiled as I touched my lips recalling Jacks sweet kisses. Not that we did much else, I'm definitely still a Virgin. And before you think oh she's a prude. I'm not I just have never met anyone who made me want to do it.

I was content with making out and so was he. I turned on my side and lightly drew circles on Jacks back. "Are you awake?"

Smiling I leaned forward and kissed his bare skin. Moaning again Jack turned around. "I am now, why are you waking me up?"

"Because I felt like it." Smiling I stuck my tongue out at the glorious man next to me. "You might wanna put that tongue back in your mouth before I-" I cut him off before he could continue.

"Before you what Mr. Miller?" Looking at Jack I raised one eye brow questioningly. "How about I just show you Ms. Lennox." His voice nothing but a husky whisper as he turned so that his entire body lined with mine.

He placed one arm under my neck so that his arm caressed my left shoulder lightly, while his right hand made is way from my waist up to my face.

"Sofi? Are you nervous?" His voice was soft but deep as his thumb caressed my cheek. "I...I-I don't think so." I whispered looking at his face made me smile.

"I didn't know you had tattoos. The one on your wrist is pretty. Do you have more?" Jack moved his hand from my face to hold onto my tattooed wrist.

"I do actually, this one here Stefan has as well. We got them done together, on our 18th birthday. I liked it and I persuaded Stefan to get it with me.

And I have one on my right shoulder as well." Smiling I sat up lifting the tank top I was wearing over my head takin it off. "And one here." I pointed at my torso showing Jack the tattoo that ran down my right side.

"Wow they are beautiful. Well not as beautiful as you and this body." Smiling he sat up on his elbows and leaned forward kissing my shoulder and up my neck.

"I have a few too," Jack spoke between kisses.

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So this chapter kinda blows. I'm not sure that I like it but ehh at least I'm getting it out :)

I'm sorry it's taken me so long to update too this whole month so far has been beyond craziness.

Anyways I hope you enjoyed it!!

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~Cheeky