Hello Homies!
I really hope you enjoy this update! I do have to give a TW for SH this one is a bit more descriptive! Again thank you for all of the support I receive I am forever grateful for it!
Y/n Y/l/n
You didn't have a rough childhood, you were just to hard on yourself to the point where you couldn't stop yourself from making a cut of two into your flesh. You were scared to show anyone your body, even Eddie, he's seen everything. You always made sure they were covered. They littered the inside of your thighs and a few on your wrist. your thoughts always went to them when figuring out what to wear, somehow your eyes were just drawn there. You could see them as beautiful patterns on your body but all you say were scars, ugly scars.
You were never hesitant to cover up, wearing long pants and long sleeves no matter the weather. Eddie asked about it a lot. Some part of you just knew he knew about them weather he saw them by accident or he was looking for imperfections, you obviously knew he wasn't, he thought you were perfect.
But afternoon while Eddie was at a hellfire meeting you were only wearing one of his Black Sabbath t-shirts and shorts. He's never seen me in shorts, you thought. You were cooking, so when he gets home he has something waiting for him! A nice warm meal, Eddie always goes nuts when you cook for him! You have the ingredients on the counter next to you you were just going to make him nice little soup, it was winter so you thought it'd be perfect because it's cold outside. You had some chicken broth heating in a pot on the stove top.
A few moments later all of the ingredients are in the pot, you put the lid on and let it simmer. You're watching the pot begin to boil slightly. You turn to face the small cupboard in the trailer and fetch two bowls and two spoons. You turn the stove top to low and let the pot sit until he is at the door, so it stays warm. You sit on the sofa across from the kitchen and wait until you see the headlights in the driveway.
While you wait you turn the television on and begin surfing though the channels. Most of it was the ending of the 8 o'clock news. You leave it on one channel, paying no attention to what there saying, you're staring out the window watching for headlights.
After waiting for what felt like an eternity you saw them. You spring out of bed and grab the control for the television and turn it off. You move to the kitchen swiftly and quietly. You grab the spoon you were mixing the contents of the pot with, stir it around a few more times. While you can hear Eddie fumbling through his keys at the door. You grab a ladle and one of the bowls you got out beforehand.
"Sweetheart, I'm home" you hear Eddie call out "oh there you are" you can feel his eyes on you. "Welcome home" you greet him with a smile. You turned away from the stove top. You turn back to serve him the soup you made. You feel his hands snake around your waist, "what is this, princess" he asks, he knows you like it when he calls you princess. "It's soup, for you" I say "I know it's really cold outside so I wanted you to be able to come home to something warm besides our cuddles" you add "Sweetheart, you didn't have to do that" he says, you don't respond, you just hand him a bowl with a spoon, a huge smile was on your face.
Eddie sits down and looks at you fully, what you are wearing, shorts and his shirt. "Nice shirt" he looks up at you "is there a special occasion" he asks "no" you respond . Then you realize, you're not wearing long pants and a long sleeve shirt. Eddie smiles at you. "I need to go change" you say "why" he begins analyzing your body. "Please tell me it's over" he say while pulling me into his chest "yes it's been over for a long time" you respond instantly knowing what he is talking about. He hugs you, "I want you to know your perfect, my love" he says "whatever or who ever drove you to do that to yourself deserves to rot in hell" he is rubbing your back now. "You are the most perfect person ever, you have every right to feel beautiful 24/7" Eddie says "Eddie I'm sorry I did this to myself, I'm sorry if you don't like them" you say tears beginning to stain Eddie's hellfire shirt. "What do you mean, sweetheart, I will always love you no matter how many scars you have or what there from" he pauses to breathe. "My goal is to make sure you are happy, safe and felling confident in your own skin" again he pauses to breathe "you know you can be yourself around me, you can wear what you want and just be who you are when your with me" he breathes again "which is always" he concludes.
You're in tears.
He is so comforting. "Come on let's go lay in bed so I can make you feel better" he says. You nod still clinched to his chest listening to his heart beat as heavy tears fall from your eyes. He picks you up, carrying you to the bedroom. He places you on the bad while he goes to change. He comes to crawl into the bed with you. He holds you very tight. Kissing your forehead. He whispers little compliments to you in-between every kiss. "Eddie I love you so much" you say with a tired voice.
"I love you too, more than you'll ever know, princes" he says.
You end up drifting off to sleep in Eddie's arms.
I cried writing this one guys!! I'm very grateful for your support!
