i keep listening to this damn
song by trippie so why not.
autumn huffed as he watched deante play fighting with keandrian, knocking down one of the speakers.
"y'all doing too much, stop!" he groaned, picking his lean cup.
"who pissed in your beans today?" keandrian said in a nasty tone which it made autumn angered.
"we trying to make music together and you distracting us. this is what we only came here for."
he said somewhat truthfully, hoping he would get some dick on the side also.
but no, keandrian always third wheeling as he wants the same thing. deante's dick.
knowing they have sexual relations hurts him. it was decreasing the chances to get with him. he already went through to deante multiple times as they fell out multiple times over their relationship.
and of course, he fought for it. he was attached to him, not just sexually, physically.
deante knows he got in a fucked up love triangle going on, he just don't know who to pick.
autumn—his twin since he was 14, did everything together and pushed him to the music shit. he was grateful and thankful for him. fucking autumn was the best thing he did as he had a connection. a personal one.
then on the other hand, you have keandrian—he met him two years ago on instagram. he was from louisiana also, of course they wanna gonna link. deante really fucked with his music and other did too. keandrian was first person deante fell in love with. it seem like that they was compatible.
deante looked at the two men as they kept going back and forth now, after being zoned in his thoughts.
"both of y'all, shut the fuck up." they went quiet he spoke up, "he's right keandrian. i'll see you."
"are you serious-"
"you heard him kan. bye." autumn smirked. he wanted him gone.
"dean-"
"you gotta go." he cut him off.
he scoffed, looking back at autumn as he was smirking. this not over.
he picked his cup of lean and his phone, stomping with the anger towards the door. deante sighed—he knows he gotta deal with him later.
when the door closed, autumn automatically put his head back in the notebook, finished writing his verse for no new friends!
"he's gone. you happy now?"
autumn didn't say a word, continued to do his business.
"what's wrong baby?" deante rubbed his thigh in the process, autumn took it off.
"you know my problem. why you do this to me?" he asked.
deante lowly sighed as he pinched his bridge, "we on this again?"
"damn right! deante i'm tired!"
"i'm tired too! i'm tired trying to manage the both of y'all!"
"THEN DROP HIM THEN!"
"I FUCKING CANT!"
"WHY THE FUCK YOU CANT DEANTE! WHY THE FUCK NOT!"
"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE THE BOTH OF YALL!" he finally admitted. for the longest, autumn wanted him to admit he fucking loves the both of them.
"....i see." autumn lowered his voice after the silence in the air.
"you don't understand how much i try to deal with the both of y'all. autumn, you been there for me for years. been together when we was sleeping on the floor at my cousins house." he said, "then you have on the other hand keandrian who understands me and have the connection i needed in my life."
"it's hard to pick but autumn..." he sighed, "i don't want to fuck this up. i need you."
autumn felt deante wipe his tears as they were falling down.
"i don't want you to hurt me...i love you deante and you can't see that."
the lightskin man felt shitty. he been autumn into so much bullshit for so long, he was blindsided with the things.
"i'm sorry autumn. i'm fucking am," he brought the boy into a hug, autumn crying his heart out as they rocked together.
deante (wishy washy) 🫤
we done.
i hate hurting autumn like this.
it's been long overdue
kan 🤥
i understand.
it was never supposed to be us, i understand.
but fuck you for leading me on.
deante blocked his phone number, running through his dreads. he sighed before seeing autumn naked with the blankets covering the top of him.
he softly rubbed boy's ass cheek which it made groan of his sleep.
"go back to sleep. my fault." deante whispered, leaning down to kiss him.
"no i'm up now after we fucked," he yawned again, looking at his best friends for a warning.
"it's done?"
"yep." he popped the p.
"are you sure?" he looked seriously at him.
deante backed up, "you look crazy as hell doing that."
"fuck up," he laughed.
the laughter died down as they kept looking each in a lovable tension.
"me and you baby." he kissed on his neck, before going up the face.
"don't tongue kiss me if you wanna taste your nut," autumn giggled.
"definitely not." deante shakes his head, pecking his lips.
autumn chucked—his hand rising on the man's face while he started making love again. he making with the person he's love with. he's making love with someone is his future.
