so this is my first time even doing this ship, this is recommended by @f8vsh00ta. so please bare with me 😭💔
in which, max and josh is on a break with their relationship—but josh have something in plan.
based on the song, NUN by bktherula.
max scrolled on his twitter, once again, he seen of videos of him and josh together on stream announcing their breakup. the fans were posting how they miss them, after all, they told the whole wide world that they had broken up.
they had a lot of fan upset by the news—thinking that their relationship was in paradise. but instead, it was completely opposite of that.
behind the scenes, josh couldn't get over the fact that he was still obsessed with his ex.
chaotic.
they were together for three years before they split—max even witnessed the breakup in his own eyes.
it took rage a while to left her go as that was his everything. that was his first relationship that he went public and it went sour as they were at different chapters in their life. but nonetheless, they let each other go peacefully.
through the breakup, max became his support system. they talked about everything that they could think. josh enjoyed max presence, knowing that he was felt uneasy how life moving. max made him feel okay—made him feel at peace.
a few months later, josh confessed his feelings. late in the evening as the sun was setting, he said when max was about to light. the response was heartwarming but at the same time shocked as he didn't know he felt that way about him.
he thought by the soft kisses, cuddles, long hugs they had didn't mean nothing. it was nothing harmful about them.
but boy what he wouldn't know it was the start of their relationship. that night changed everything.
but current day, they don't even talk. they have each other phone number blocked and they barely crossed each other presence.
when they in the same room, josh ignores his whole presence—he acts like nothing happened and everything is cool. in reality, nothing is. they left on horrible terms.
he feels horrible about yelling and making max cry in distress. he wants to apologize but he feels like max wouldn't let him.
max sighed, the clank of his phone landing on the glass table to his thoughts. things been too heavy on him.
life in general.
he couldn't let those thoughts stop him now, he got a party in a few hours.
as he sighed, silky walked in the area with a bowl of cereal, chains clinging as he walks.
he seen max at the table stressed out, having his eyes closed and taking silent but heavy breaths.
"you good bro?" silky said.
peeking an eye open, he seen silky there. he guess he popped up when his eyes were closed.
"i'm doing okay..." max said, scratching his head, "why you ask?"
"you sitting here depressed as fuck. everyone outside planning and you here sitting in silence and being sad. you sure?"
"nigga i said i am." he said in a nasty tone.
silky threw one hand up, "damn my fault, just asking..."
max felt regretful about the hostility, "sorry, it's just a lot of on. i'll be fine. i'll be out with yall soon. how's everything going?"
