The red means i love you| rants (1)

Day 9

6/17/22
Today was somewhat emotional for me so basically today was my last game on the softball team I was on for the past three years basically where I play there is a grade limit so once you reach that you play for a different team if u want to continue and it was hard because I have been on that team for three years right in a row but what really killed me was when this girl on my team found out it was my last year she came up and gave me a side hug not to mention this girl is in third grade so she is like 3x smaller than me so yea but before she was about to leave the game, I was laying in a grass field with one of my friends talking about life when I hear my mom come over to us telling me that she wanted to say bye to me so I stand up she comes over and once again gives me a side hug now she was only on this team with me this year so she didn't know me as well as the other girls did but when she pulled away from the hug she look up at me I could tell there was tears in her eyes I had put my hands on here shoulders telling her how good she did this year and how proud I was of how far she had come it took all I had not to burst into tears I know I'm not supposed to have favorites but out of everyone on that team she had to have been my favorite I'm going to miss her the most, also when my mom said she wanted to say bye to me she told my friend who I was with that her mom wanted to see her she was working at the concession stand so we went over there so she could update her mom next thing I know some girls from my team and some girls from my friends team come running over to us saying they thought we were missing no we're not, also something that really made me happy was that my dad coached this year so he could put medals around some of the girls necks and he got to put mine around mine we came in at third any who apparently my dad was glad he was wearing sunglasses cause apparently he was starting to cry, but honestly I couldn't have asked for a better softball team this year tonight was a night that will stay in my memories forever also since we won our coach took us and got us ice cream, also a girl was trying to throw a ball too the dugout but it hit me in the collarbone it hurt but when i was on deck to bat my dad put his hands on my helmet and he says " you realize this is your last time batting for ******" so once it was my turn to bat minding the fact my arm hurts after getting hit I got up to the plate and almost started crying but I did hit the ball I did get out unfortunately but I did bring a girl home, but I'm all honesty I couldn't have asked for a better way too end my last softball season on that team and I will never forget that team I loved being on it for the last three years and I'm sure going too miss it I'm not sure if I'm going to continue softball from here but I will have too wait and see what happens but I will for sure watch them play next year all I know is I loved being on that team and couldn't have asked for a better season :)

Ps, i cried writing this