The red means i love you| rants (1)

Day 16

6/30/22
So I'm aware that I didn't do yesterday but I couldn't remember what I did but today was actually kinda actually you know what no it was crazy somewhat I'll just explain so today was pretty boring up until it was time for me to go too band so I go and in a time span of 3hrs I was almost outed twice by two people, I was put in a weird conversation with color guard and we got on the topic of relationships and crushes somehow which is when I was almost outed I was very uncomfortable, I had one person come out to me, gave a girl relationship advice cause she was scared to talk to this girl in band that she likes, I was pinned down on the concrete by my friend I guess it is a mess atm, I came out to like 3 people, almost passed out like twice, and I found out that no one on silks squad is straight 3/4 of us are lesbians and one of us is bi and like I said this all happened within a 3hr time span also I was on a call with my girlfriend and I had my hair back in a ponytail and I had the front strands out and I put on a crown that I own I also had on red lipgloss and my girlfriend calls me and I quote "the most beautiful creature on the earth" 🥺🥺🥺 she kept call me pretty I love her so fucking much also tomorrow I'm going to Pittsburgh and I have like a 3hr drive so I get to watch stranger thing 4 vol. 2 on my way there Im excited but scared cause apparently there will be multiple deaths in vol. 2 so I will update after I finish it tomorrow