The red means i love you| rants (1)

I cant with this

I hate it so fucking much my parents don't fucking understand it's not my fault that I'm attached to a fictional character it's not my fault that I feel like there the only I ones who understand me I told my parents I felt like fictional characters were the only ones who understand me and they reply with "we try too" no the fuck you don't when I came out to you, you didn't even fucking try too hear me out how are you going to understand the fact that it takes all I have to wake up in the morning, that I self harm, that I've almost fucking tried to KILL MYSELF!!! how fuck are you going to understand that mom and dad it's not my fucking fault that the only other people besides my girlfriend that are keeping me alive is fictional characters you keep say " You need to get back in reality" well what does reality fucking have for me!!!