𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 ❀ 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜, d.m.

₁₇. 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚕-𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚞𝚋 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚢

the only reason i chose to go to the hot tub party was because i knew aiden wanted me to go. i also figured it would be good for me to put myself out there, especially with his friends around. now that we were dating, i needed to make a good impression in front of them. i slipped on a lavender bikini and stared in the mirror, fixing my hair. leo was on my bed, eating a chocolate frog.

"you look great– i don't know what you're so worried about." he explained.

i turned around swiftly, "i don't want his friends to misjudge me. ugh, i just wish you could come."

"it's an 'all-girls' hot tub party, ivy," he paused, "i think it's better you go alone. you can finally befriend my girlfriend too."

i stared back in the mirror and fixed my hair one last time, "i suppose."

i slipped on a black cover-up, "see you."

leo waved back at me and i headed over to the slytherin common room. once i arrived, i saw both molly and brielle in the hot tub, gossiping with one another.

"hi, ivy!" molly shouted to me.

"hi." i replied, getting in the tub.

there was an awkward moment of silence before molly mentioned, "so... aiden's taken a liking for you."

i blushed, "he's wonderful."

"here, have some champagne." molly suggested, pouring me a glass.

i grabbed the glass from her hand and took a short sip, "and i see you've taken liking for leo."

molly immediately smiled, "yes, i have. he's the sweetest person i have ever met."

"i'm happy you both are together." i stated.

"i am too." molly responded, taking a sip of her champagne.

"when are the boys coming? this is so boring." brielle interrupted.

molly rolled her eyes.

"i thought this was an 'all-girls' hot tub party." i commented.

"well, it was supposed to be," molly explained, while looking at brielle with an annoying glare, "but brielle here decided to invite a few guys."

molly stared at her acrylic nails, "mainly because she wants to fuck someone."

"i do not!" brielle shouted.

"oh, here they come," molly exclaimed, "hey boys..."

i turned around and to my surprise, i saw draco among the two other guys. i turned back around and attempted to hide my frustration. but i hated the fact that he was here. especially since things had been so weird between us.

as he climbed in the tub, i tried my very best to ignore that he was sitting there, next to me. but it was practically impossible. before you knew it, all of the boys were in the hot tub: draco and two other guys whose names i didn't know.

"it's really hot in here." the ginger guy suggested, "maybe we should turn the temperature down..."

"i think it's perfect," molly argued, "anyone else want a drink?"

"i'll take one." said the other boy next to me.

he grabbed the champagne glass and took a long sip, finishing the entire glass.

"blake, it's not fire whisky, it's champagne." brielle taunted.

"whatever." the guy– blake rolled his eyes.

then he turned to me, "hey cutie."

"she's dating aiden, blake." molly ranted.

it was at that moment, i decided that i wanted to be anywhere else but there. anywhere.

blake seemingly ignored molly's comment about me having a boyfriend and proceeded to ask me more about myself, "so what's your house?"

"gryffindor." i speedily answered, hoping he would shut up.

as if the situation wasn't already horrible, it became even worse in a matter of seconds. i felt blake's hand grasp my thigh unapologetically. i froze in that moment and truthfully didn't know what to do. i couldn't tell anybody. i couldn't move.

he continued, "interesting."

i finally gathered up the courage and said, "i have to go to the restroom."

i climbed out of the hot tub as quickly as i could and went to the restroom near the dorms. i fell to the floor, not even bothering to lock the door. i was still petrified. it was my first time being touched like that without wanting it. i wanted to start sobbing but i couldn't. i stayed in there for about five minutes when the door flung open and in came blake.

"w– what are you doing here?" i became frightened.

he said nothing and sat down next to me on the ground.

then he finally said, "i'm sorry. i shouldn't have done that to you."

something about his apology seemed off. almost as if he was trying to pacify me and get away with what he had done. but i didn't want to seem like a jerk. so i told him it was okay even though i knew it wasn't.

it was then i realized the only reason he had apologized was to touch me again. i felt his hand race up my midriff.

"what are you doing? stop." i said faintly.

he ignored my words and whispered closely in my ear, "you're too hot for me to just let go."

i tried pushing him off of me and standing up, but he was much stronger than me and held me down.

i tried to scream but he covered my mouth with his hand and began to unhook my bra.