Eyes//TheCampingDolphin

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by in-between

by in-between

A/N: Im so sad that I missed Jordan's stream bc apparently Kiani but Oh well, what can ya do. anyways, a new ship!

Ryan's POV:

The red LED lights of my clock flicker and show 3:46am. I groan and pull my blankets even closer to me. I shiver as the cold winter air blows past my house. I roll over, trying to get comfortable. This happened yesterday, and the day before, and the day before, and the day before that. I can't sleep. I can't sleep because every time I close my eyes, all I can see are his.

His eyes haunt my dreams, they are my worst nightmare and my best dream. But they won't ever be anything more than that, a dream. Because he hates me. I sit up in my bed and walk down the creaky stairs to the kitchen. I fill a cup with water and try to go back to sleep. It doesn't work.

Then I do what I've been doing for the past month and a half. I grab a light jacket and walk out the door. One perk of living in the city: everything is in walking distance. I wander through the quiet streets as I get closer to the bar where I drown my sorrows. I walk in and head straight to the bar, past sweaty bodies, and fat greasy old men.

Everything after that is a blur, I remember the fiery burning of the alcohol in my throat. I remember the sweaty bodies pressed against mine as I drunkenly danced. I remember stumbling out onto the cold streets. I remember walking home and pushing the door open and collapsing. I remember being able to fall asleep in the only way I can.

-=+=-Boop-=+=-

When I wake up, I expect to see the red LED lights of my clock to be showing flashing 2:14pm. Instead I find the eyes that haunt my dreams, the eyes that are my worst nightmares and the eyes that are my best dream.

"RYAN! What were you thinking?!" the voice that I had tried to forget yells.

"I was trying to forget..."

"Why?"

"Because I know I'll never get you."

Then his lips press on to mine. I instinctively begin to kiss back. His lips taste like strawberries(strauberries you mean...). Then I push him off. "I thought you hated me..."

"I was mad at you for leaving me but I could never hate you." I push my hair out of my face and launch myself at him. We both hit the floor with a thud and I just stare at the eyes that haunted my dreams. The eyes that were my worst nightmare and are my best dream. They eyes that greet mine.

A/N: I think you can tell by now but I really love playing with repetition so thats a thing...

and if anyone did watch the stream, tell me what happened!

also I think I can update this every Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday but I might miss a day depending on my schedule

Uhhh tell me if you enjoyed or want more...

我爱你 <3

See ya!