Maximoff Theory (WandaxFtmreader)

Chapter 10

TW: mentions of rape and some sexual overlays

You are awoken by whispers, you can hear them talking about you in the distance.

"His injuries line up with someone who got... raped." A voice says. Your eyes well up with tears, you try to hold them back but they silently fall down your face seeping into the cuts on your face. You can still feel the man's hand on your waist, the gutting feeling of that loss of control. It makes you sick to your stomach, so much so that you throw up next to the hospital bed. The sound of the vomit was enough to alert the people outside your room to flow in. You put your hand up cautioning them to not come any closer, you killed a man, you are a killer. You wipe the bile residue from your lips and spit into the trashcan. You take a deep breath and gaze your eyes at the worried faces of the heroes who couldn't save you. You adjust yourself to sit up.

Tony walks closer to you motioning for the others to leave, he has this look in his eyes it is full of remorse. He holds your hand lightly but you flinch and retract your hand closer to your heart.

"Y/N, I can't imagine what you are going through... But we need to ask you some questions."

"No."

"No?"

"I don't want to talk about it, just leave me alone please." He doesn't fight you on this and leaves you to sit alone with your thoughts. You bury your face into the pillow trying to drown out the world or at least sleep. You were supposed to be protected and you were ripped from the streets back into a dark room with a terrible man. But you weren't going to sit here and get stuck on these thoughts for days in this room. You stand up and walk out of the room, Bruce tries to stop you but Natasha holds him back. You go to your room walking past a shocked Wanda and Yelena who trip over themselves trying to follow you. You protract your sword out of your arm to warn them to stay away, it glows orange. They get the message and stay back, you unlock your room and slam the door behind you. You walk over to your mirror and look at the bruises and cuts all over you, you can't stand that sight so you punch the mirror shattering it. But one punch wasn't enough you keep punching it until no glass sticks to the backboard of the mirror. The blood drips from your hand as you scream in anger still punching what used to be a mirror. That scream helped but once you stopped you noticed the pool of blood on the floor and you panicked.

Rushing to the bathroom you got the gauze and wrap and covered the cuts on your hand to stop the bleeding. You laid on your bed, the blood staining the white sheets. That anger in your core was growing, you wanted to punish those men, all of them.

"FRIDAY?"

"Yes Y/N?"

"Do I have a suit, like a superhero's suit?"

"Yes sir, there's a button on the bottom left of your closet that will open a secret compartment to gain you access to the suit Mr.Stark has made for you."

You walk over to the closet locating the button, the hidden compartment reveals itself as a suit. The black suit comes with a mask and hood, you put it on and leave your room on a mission. As you leave the facility you hear two sets of boots behind you, your sword protracts but the boots don't stop growing louder.

"Y/N, stop!" A distraught Wanda yells.

"Y/N, don't be a dumbass! You don't have a plan what if you get hurt!" Yelena yells.

"Fuck off both of you." You say in a stern voice not changing your view to face them. It doesn't matter because they are faster than you and soon stand in front of you. Wanda has been crying, you can tell by the puffy eyes and the residue from what must have been her mascara.

"Don't do this." She says with a soft voice reaching her arms out towards you, you push her arms out of your way continuing to walk.

"I'll kill them. You aren't a killer Y/N!" Yelena states.

"Yes I am, I already killed one man and I am going to continue that streak by killing them all." The two women are shocked when you say this but the silence isn't long-lived as they continue to plead for you to stay.

"That doesn't matter, you can get hurt again. Just stay, you can sleep in my room." Wanda says with tears softly falling down her cheeks, you decide after seeing the tears that maybe you should stay.

"Okay."

"Okay?"

"But they need to pay." You mutter.

"They will." They both say in unison. Wanda places her arm around your back gently rubbing it.

"Where'd you get the suit?" Yelena asks.

"My closet." You chuckle at the obvious answer.

"I think you look hot in it," Wanda says blushing lightly, and she can't see it because of your mask and hood but you blush as well.

Wanda gets you some clothes you can wear as you take off your suit, the scars on your chest are present and she walks up to you running her fingers over them. You grab her wrist out of reflex to stop her but you loosen your grasp allowing her to touch them. She moves her face closer to the scars lightly kissing them, her lips feel like a warm ray of sunshine on your chest. She moves her kisses over the scars, you grab her waist pulling her close to yours. She moves her kisses up to your neck, but your mind flashes the memories of the men who did the same to you before. You push her off and run out grabbing a shirt on the way out, you hear her yell your name but not follow you. You liked the way it felt but not the memories that followed from the actions.