Maximoff Theory (WandaxFtmreader)

Chapter 15.5

THIS IS A CONTINUATION OF WANDA'S POV

You spent the day in your room yesterday, only leaving for dinner. The air feels suffocating with shame. You need to eat, you skipped most meals yesterday so you should get breakfast. Arriving at the dining area you notice two people are missing, you figure Illyana is probably sleeping in and Y/N probably taking a day off. You sit in the corner dragging the chair closer to the table, and Illyana and Y/N enter the Cafe together. Yelena grabs Y/N by the arm dragging him into the lounge, Illyana walks over to you. You notice the purple marks on her neck and your mind freezes.

"Hey, I didn't get to say hi to you yesterday!" Illyana says, sporting a giddy smile.

"What happened to your neck?"

"Just some hickeys, they will go away in like a week max." She answers, your heart sinks as you spot Y/N's neck branded with the same purple marks. You can't believe he would do something like this, your eyes well up as he looks over at you. You won't let him see your breakdown so you run to the secondary stairwell, as you reach the bottom you curl up into a corner and bawl. The tears drop onto the cold cement as your breath reaches a staggering pace. You hear footsteps descend the stairs, you fear it's Y/N but rather it is Nat.

"Wanda? What's wrong?" She walks over to you, bending down to reach your eyeliner.

"He slept with Illyana."

"Who?"

"Y/N, I thought he wasn't ready for sex or something because he rejected me two nights ago but then he goes and sleeps with Illyana her first day back." You bury your face in your hands.

"What an ass!"

"Maybe I'm just not good enough-" Nat cuts you off.

"No, don't say that shit! He's not enough, you are everything and more. Men are idiots, don't cry over a douche who doesn't even know how to control his powers."

"You're right..." You stand up taking a deep breath in, leaving Nat to think she fixed the situation.

You can't stay here, you know that Tony has solo missions that need to happen so you pick one up. The file reads SOKOVIA instantly you know you have to go on this mission, not only because your body aches in pain but because this is your home or was your home. You pack a bag of clothes and weapons, leaving a note on Tony's desk saying you were leaving to handle this mission. You launch yourself off the ground whispering into the night with a low hum of scarlet to light your path. You reach Sokovia as the sun rises, it still looks barren of life. You throw your bag down onto the floor of what used to be a community center, your mind feels foggy. You feel dizzy, something isn't right. As you turn to look behind you, everything goes black. For the next 7 months, you relive the deaths of those closest to you, each time worse than the last. The only thing that keeps you going is the feeling of holding Y/N again.

When you regain consciousness you look up to see a figure carrying you, your eyes are hit by the sun as they exit the building. You feel foggy still but across the highway you see Agatha, your heart drops. Before you can fully awaken you are thrown into some type of portal that brings you back to the facility. As the portal closes you notice it's Y/N, you try to jump through the portal but it closes before you can even get up.

"Wanda? What in god's name are you doing here?" Yelena says as she rushes over to you.

"Y/N... Sokovia... Agatha." You can't seem to form a comprehensible sentence but the three words are enough to get Yelena to pull up a live feed from a Sokovia CCTV camera. Everyone gathers around the screen as they watch the battle happen live. Agatha hits him with an energy ball, as he kneels over you see his eyes and demeanor change. Wings blast out of his back, everyone is silent when they see this. Tony calls his suit to cover his body as the CCTV goes offline, you watch him fly out but he stops at a body in the front yard. Y/N no longer sporting wings lay on the floor in front of him, he's him again. You hear the words spiral around you from the gossip of what exactly he is, one word sticks out "GOD".

You sit in the waiting room waiting for him to be released, looking out the window you see the singed grass from the portal. Then you see Y/N, he's carrying a bag most likely full of his stuff. You knew that leaving only ended in torture, you can't let him go. You fly out of the open window catching up with him.

"So that's it?" You say holding back tears, he stands there like a statue.

"So you fuck someone after I show you my vulnerability, then you save me from a crazy witch and now you leave without saying anything? Without saying goodbye?!" You know how hypocritical this sounds as you didn't say goodbye to him, but your anger outweighs your logic.

"You don't get to do this! You don't get to leave!"

"Why not?" His words shoot through your heart like an arrow, not breaking your core but damaging it enough for it to phase you.

"That was different." No, it wasn't.

"I spent 7 months entrapped in my worst memories, reliving all the shitty things I've done. Do you know how I kept going? You." Your voice has cracked at least three times as you managed to let the words spill out heavy with emotion. He keeps walking, you can't let him go.

"I love you!" You blurt out, not even certain if your feelings are love you still say it. You never tell people you love them.

"You don't even know me." He refuses to face you, your legs get weak and now that arrow finally shatters your core. You fall to your knees not able to believe he would utter something so hurtful, when you look up he's gone.

FIVE MONTHS LATER

"Sorry to interrupt your little gal pal sesh, but he's not coming back. He knows what he is doing the same way he knew what he was doing when he left. He only wants to hurt people so don't sit here and act like he needs saving. He's a god not a fucking pawn in someone's game." Yelena interrupts the conversation you can't quite remember with Nat.

"How could you say that, and he's not a god his mom is." You say, defending him feels wrong.

"Why do you care? You didn't know him! Do you think because you entered his brain once or twice and shared a moment straight out of a hallmark rom-com that he loved you? He loves no one."

"Wanda, have you ever thought that everything you might love just is destined to die or be destroyed?" She continues, your ears burn and your heart shatters just like when he left, your anger engulfs you. Next thing you know Yelena is across the room.

"Sorry to interrupt but there is an event of chaos happening in New York, Mr. Stark is already there and is requesting extra assistance," FRIDAY says over the speaker, you huff and leaves to the plane. New York is a chaotic fire of what feels only like hate, you look at the skyscrapers hearing Nat and Yelena whisper to each other in the front. Illyana sits next to you talking to that puppet she always has.

"We can save him-" You and Illyana hear under the hums of the plane.

"Save who?" Illyana says.

"Holy fuck that's Y/N!" Illyana answers her own question.

"What?! Where?" You look amongst the tall metal buildings to finally spot Y/N. You finally see him again, this time you aren't going to lose him. You jump out of the plane speeding towards him.