Maximoff Theory (WandaxFtmreader)

Chapter 18

TW: DRUG USE AND SMUT

You are startled awake by a seagull cawing in your ear. You must have fallen asleep on the beach, you get up wiping the sand off of yourself. A raging headache causes you to squint as the sun is too bright. You manage to stagger back to the indoors, entering the elevator you click the number two button. The doors open to yelling and chaos, the yelling stops as the ding alarms them someone is exiting the elevator.

"Where in the hell have you been!" An angered Natasha says as she storms towards you.

"Shhh, quiet please you are too loud." You say in a hushed voice.

"Are you hungover?"

"Yea, so I would really appreciate it if you kept it down." You walk past her to get food.

"We were worried about you Y/N!" Natasha exclaims, your head pounds as the words ring through your ears.

"I'm fine, I just fell asleep on the beach."

"I thought when you didn't show up to the room that maybe you left again," Yelena says, she looks hurt.

"Yea man Wanda was extremely worried about you, you can't just do that," John says.

"I'm sorry but who in the fuck are you, actually I know who you are and frankly I don't give a fuck." You say as you pour a cup of coffee, your arm is grabbed by him as he turns you to face him.

"Say that again I dare you." He mutters to you so only you can hear, you get closer to his face.

"You need to brush your teeth, your breath stinks." You smirk after you say this, and Illyana chuckles.

"All right smart guy..." He doesn't finish his sentence as he winds back to punch you only being stopped by Peter grasping his hand with his webs.

"John, don't." Wanda pleads, your memories replay of her saying the same statement to you many times.

"All right I'm done here, I'm fine and alive so we good?" You say, no one answers so you take that as a confirmation.

You arrive back to the room, heading to the bathroom to look for Advil you stumble across a pill bottle of Roxicodone. You read the expiration date and it is about a month past its refill date, Yelena must not take them. You take two of the 60 mg tablets, exit the bathroom, and collapse onto the couch waiting for the painkillers to remove your headache. You feel a wave of euphoria fall over you, the problems you once faced feel nonexistent. Yelena opens the door, she looks mad but you can't help but smile at her.

"Why are you smiling?" The words dance around your head as you fall asleep, and you wake up 12 hours later. Your head still hurts, so you decide to pocket a handful of the pills at least 20 shakes around your pocket as you walk. Your room is ready so you go to it heading straight to your room, you open your bedside drawer and deposit the blue pills into it. You keep two, you remember one of the men from the underground city saying that if you snort them your pain will go away faster. With that thought you take the phone you never use and crush it under a $20 bill, as soon as it is crushed into a fine powder you roll the bill up and place one end to your nostril and the other towards the table. You find a knife and cut the pile into lines easier to snort, line by line you inhale the powder into your lungs. The man was right the pain did go away faster, not only the physical but the emotional as well. You lay back on your bed staring at the ceiling, and a warm glow dances around your head. You run your fingers through the glow causing a tingling sensation to resonate through the tips of your fingers. You laugh softly, you have never been this happy.

The time must have passed faster than you thought as Illyana somehow is standing at the end of your bed.

"Did you hear what I said?" She says, you didn't hear what she said but you nod.

"Hey, you look really good right now." You say looking her up and down, her cheeks blush but then her face expresses confusion.

"What is going on with you?" She asks almost worried, you get out of bed walking towards her. She truly does look really good right now, her lips look so soft. You take your hand cupping her face in it, you softly run your thumb over the bottom of her lip. You take your other hand sliding it into her pants, the warmth swallows your hand. Her lips move to let out a small moan, and your lips move to her neck. As you continue she grabs your wrist pulling your hand out of her pants.

"No, I don't want to." She steps back looking at you like you aren't truly there, she looks like she wants to say something but she doesn't and instead leaves.

"FRIDAY?"

"Yes, sir?"

"Bring up the live feed of the dining area."

"Yes sir, shall I include the sound?"

"Yes." The screen shows the team laughing around the table, Illyana enters the frame sitting next to Yelena. She whispers something to Yelena.

"FRIDAY what are Yelena and Illyana saying."

"Hold on sir let me isolate their voices." The clip replays this time only including Yelena and Illyana's words.

"Where were you, wheres Y/N?" Yelena asks.

"You will never guess what just happened, he totally came onto me. He reached into my pants and everything kissing my neck while doing it."

"WHAT?" Yelena's statement causes the others to look at her, she excuses herself and Illyana from the table.

"FRIDAY can you follow them?"

"Yes sir." The conversation continues in the lounge.

"So I went up to get him, I knocked for like 5 minutes but nothing. Finally, I opened the door which was unlocked finding him laying on the bed with a wide grin on his face. I told him dinner was ready and no response. I think something's wrong."

"Like it's not him?" Yelena asks with a worried tone.

"No, it's definitely him but, it wasn't all of him present. It was like he was drunk or high, I also spotted a rolled-up bill on his bedside drawer. Should we tell Tony, or should we intervene?"

"Shit... Don't tell Tony yet." An angered Yelena rushes over to the elevator, knowing she is probably going to come to the room you dart to the door locking it and running to hide. You were right as a few minutes later a banging comes from the entryway.

"Y/N? Open up I need to talk to you." You don't respond.

"Please don't make me break down the door." She says, in a panic that she will find the pills you took from her you rush to the drawer snorting about 7 and flushing the rest. Yelena breaks down the door, but time slows down. You walk over to the door seeing the hinges fly off in real-time, you are fascinated by this. A voice calls you from the window, wings flap and the moon illuminates the figure revealing a face your mother knew.

"Thanatos?"