Maximoff Theory (WandaxFtmreader)

Chapter 34

You and Wanda returned back to the facility, both stumbling to the house. Once again Athena was standing before you, this time Yelena and Natasha stood with her.

"Shit, we are so fucked." You whisper to Wanda, and both of you laugh at this. Natasha kicks you directly in the face, you fall to the grass. Your nose drips blood onto the ground, this doesn't stop Natasha though, she kicks you again. Blood spews across the yard as she grabs you by your hair pulling you up to her face.

"I don't care if you want to fuck up everything in your life, but I do care if you try to fuck up her life." She lets go of your hair and your face lands in the grass, you watch as she grabs Wanda and brings her to the main building. This time no one helps you up or helps you inside, you lay amongst the stars for what feels like forever. Eventually, you are sober enough to get up and go back inside, you once again get into your bed ready to fall asleep. As you drift off you are startled by Wanda, she somehow snuck into your room.

"What are you doing here?!" You whisper.

"I couldn't sleep..." She walks over to your bed, inviting herself into it.

"You shouldn't be here, I don't want Natasha beating the shit out of me again."

"Aren't you supposed to be a god? Why are you scared of a Russian with mommy issues?"

"Are you still high?" You ask concerned.

"A little."

"Alright fine you can stay the night but I'm leaving in the morning to go get fucked up again."

"Maybe you shouldn't." She says as she tucks herself in.

"You seemed to like the idea this morning."

"Yea, getting fucked up for a day is one thing. Doing it every day, that's killing yourself."

"Didn't know you gave a shit..." She flips herself over to point her face towards yours.

"Just because I lost my memories of you, doesn't mean I lost my emotions towards you." These words stick in your brain like chewed gum.

"Can I ask you something, Y/N?"

"Sure."

"Everyone tells me I loved you, did you love me?"

"I never stopped loving you. I don't think I could ever stop." You feel her hand grab yours softly.

"I have a terrible feeling, that this war is going to kill me. I don't think I can outrun death this time." You feel her grip tighten as you say this.

"You don't have to outrun it, you just have to outsmart it." She rests her head on your chest and you both drift asleep.

That peaceful night was soon broken by Natasha kicking down your door, she looked pissed. Wanda jumped out of bed as soon as she saw Natasha.

"Let's go!" She yelled at Wanda, your head was pounding from the hangover that resulted from yesterday. Natasha did not care, Wanda left your room but Natasha stayed. If there was a door still on the hinges you were sure she would slam it.

"Listen here you fucking idiot, she might not remember you but she still loves you! You think you can just go and ruin her life with your self destruction?"

"Didn't we have this conversation last night?"

"We did but it seems you didn't listen, bringing her to your room, probably getting her more fucked up!"

"Okay one, she came to my room and two we didn't do anything we just laid in bed and fell asleep, and you know what, you have some fucking balls coming in here and yelling at me. She remembers you, do you know what it's like to have to person you love forget who you are? Do you know the look they give you, it's haunting. You think I'd hurt her? You're fucking delusional if you ever would think I would hurt her." You walk over to the door that lays on the floor, motioning for Natasha to leave which she does. As soon as she exits the house you slam your fist into the wall, you pull it out and slide down against the wall slowly letting out your sobs. You feel someone watching you, it's Athena. She walks over to you, sitting aside you and rubbing your back. She doesn't say anything, she just let's you cry.

"I need to be better, I can't live like this. I can't keep destroying everyone elses life with mine." You say under your breathe, she still stays silent.

"Can you fix my door?"

"Sure, if you train with us." She responds finally.

"Fine, what time?"

"In an hour."

You go outside to training, Athena is running through drills with everyone. As you walk up to her she turns to you sprinting toward you, she grabs your wrist and in a quick movement she pins you to the floor.

"Ow..." You say confused on why she did that.

"You always need to be ready, stand up." You listen and get into a fighting stance, she swings at you and you dodge. As you dodge you see Wanda, the sun hits her perfectly almost like a spotlight. As you grow distracted Athena swipes your leg bringing you to ground once again.

"You can't get distracted in battle, you do that and you die."

"Why are you being so serious, I thought this was training?"

"Training for a war! You do understand we are going to war, people are going to die both mortals and gods. Less will die if you know how to fight in a war, you are powerful but impulsive. Zeus will use that to his advantage and kill you!" She says, you get back up ready to fight again, this time you dodge all her advances. You summon your swords, going to swing it at her as your mind flashes memories of a battle you have not been in. You fall back terrified of what you saw, you shouldn't have even summoned your swords you could have killed her. You look around you as once again all eyes fall upon you, you get up and run into the wooded area of the wards. Your face drips sweat and your heart beats fast, you finally stop running as you reach the edge of the wards, you sit on a fallen tree trunk trying to catch your breath. You hear a twig snap behind you, you quickly summon your swords and bring them to the neck of the person behind you. It's Wanda, you lower your swords as soon as you notice it's her.

"Sorry..." You say, sitting back down.

"Are you ok?"

"No, I want to be okay but everything keeps going wrong. How am I supposed to fight in a war when I can't even make it through the day without breaking."

"Can I?" She motions her hands towards your temple, you allow her to. Once again she searches through your mind, this time she doesn't back away. Her hands softly rest on your temple as tears flow down her eyes. When she comes back to her body she looks at you the way she used to.

"Y/N..."

"Yes?" She smiles widley, kissing you as soon as you confirm it is you. She feels like how she used to, her lips softly moving across yours. You place your hands on the small of her back pulling her closely. Both your tears meet with each other as your faces touch. You finally break from each other, you manage to ask her what you are wondering.

"Do you remember?"

"Yes, every part." She kisses you again, your body is engulfed in a wave of euphoria as your hearts beat with one another once again.