(Lady Gaga x fem oc)
After moving to her university in New York, Johanna crosses paths with a girl with big dreams, she knew her by Stefani back then.
Between the spotlight of friendships, bars, shows, love, heartbreaks and fame, they develop a stro...
That was how we ended up forever. She wanted to set me free but if there's nowhere to go, then where will I run to? Well, I ran nowhere. I'm still living in New York til nowadays. I finally bought my house in downtown Brooklyn like I always dreamed of. Something I've realized was the fact I had all this dreams, I concretized every single one but if you don't have love, you have nothing.
I will always love that woman no matter what. I remember writing that she set me free in the very first instant we met. She really did, she made me realize who I really was, she showed me life, the real one. But at the same time she trapped me in our affair, in our past. Somewhere I can't get out. A million years could pass, but if I'm here in this world, I'll still be loving her.
I miss the first time we kissed, the day we watched all that movies, the same night the neighbors knocked on our door completely pissed off, that night we broke the chandelier and after some time we had to buy a cheap one we just found on the store.
If you're asking yourself if it's true when they tell you you'll never forget your first love, yes, it absolutely is. After love, no one will be the same they were before, because there's a broken piece of you which stays with that person forever. I'm really glad she's happy wherever she is right now, and I'm glad she found someone else to love.
This is why until today no one knows about anything, no one knows about me and Stefani. Nobody will understand how the amazing Lady Gaga had this forbidden love that she never fully accepted. This is our story and always will be, and at least there's two things we both will share for the rest of our lives: a lot of memories and one secret.
I wonder if this could have gone different. If there was another way this could have been possibly done. Well, I'm not sure, but maybe in another world or life. In one where there's no fears of being yourself, because everyone was born their way, as Stefani would say. In a world where people respect and accept, where they don't judge without feeling. Because in a world of rot, only the rotten are sane, and we never were.
I just want to leave this song for you. Brooklyn nights by Gaga. If you already heard it, now read it carefully please. You will understand how I feel... and how she feels too.
I always thought it was you, You always thought it was me. We always thought we were it, Seemed like a real perfect fit, Those Brooklyn Nights set us free.
I always thought even though, We were so young we could grow. Up in the end it'd be us, We'd take the F or the bus, Where Brooklyn Nights set us free.
Its not that I don't wanna love you Its not that I'm really over it, you know Its just that I can't watch us bleed to death When we used to be Brooklyn Nights happy.
I miss our cheap chandalier 'Member when dad hung it there? And we would watch Rocky IV, The one where the Russian scored, I loved Brigitte Nielsen's hair.
I'd call you my champion Thought we had already won And cracked open our last beer, Falling asleep in our tears, Those Brooklyn Nights set us free.
Its not that I don't wanna love you Its not that I'm really over it, you know Its just that I can't watch us bleed to death When we used to be Brooklyn Nights happy.
I found an old pair of Keys in my purse that opened The walkup we shared How did they get there, jerk? I wanna see you there I wanna make it work.
I didn't brush my hair And my lashes are falling Off of seven years Of our bad luck dating. I want one last night there, A Brooklyn Night affair.
Its not that I don't wanna love you Its not that I'm really over it, you know Its just that I can't watch us bleed to death When we used to be Brooklyn Nights happy.
Its not that I don't want to love you Cause I really tried, and I Just wanna hang with the old you For just one Brooklyn Night adieu.
Have a drink with your former self We both won't act like someone else Maybe then we'd both tell the truth For just one Brooklyn Night adieu.
With much love and a broken heart in my hands, Johanna
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